昨天，我接到了一通电话....
内容是关于我姨她终于但下了名男婴....
当时的确是为她感到高兴....
原本照到的是女....X)
可是，今天却从我妈那里得知....
那名男婴有个兔唇....
搞得我姨丈整晚无法睡觉....
唉...的确是有点可惜...
希望他们可以早日看开....
问题始终有的解决的....
当心吧!
ps:小宝宝，不管怎样，你永远都是我们那可爱的宝宝哦...欢迎你加入我们这个大家庭...爱你哦...
2008年12月11日星期四
2008年11月24日星期一
tag by xin again...haha
1) Do you think you're hot?
i dont think so im hot....coz ntg to gv me to hot....T_T
2) Upload a favourite picture of you!
3) Why do you like that picture?
cause i miss them so much.....haizzzzzzz
4)When was the last time you ate pizza?
long time ago....i also 4gt jor....last week wat eat i also 4gt liao lo...
5)The last song you listen to?
clap-dongbangshinki(album T)
6)What are you doing right now beside this?
chat with fren.....edit-ing my pic lo....
7)What name would you prefer besides yours?
erm.....kuon?......jin?.....the most i like is...."DEAR".....wakakakakaka
5 people you tag:
ama
ren jie
vliang
li hui
lay kian
8)Who is number 1?
ama lo.....she is my cute grandma....sumtimes sumthing wrong de
9)Number 3 is having a relationship with?
dono...you go to ask him lo....i think he wont hv relationship with any1....coz nobody want him..haha
10)Say something about number 5?
pretty.....good....1 of my best fren....haha....hope she can recover soon.....gambateh
11)How about number 4?
a cute girl.....alays c her smile de....haha...
12)Who is number 2?
ren jie lo....my fren.....coz jz chat with him so put his name there....wakkakakaka...
i dont think so im hot....coz ntg to gv me to hot....T_T
2) Upload a favourite picture of you!
3) Why do you like that picture?
cause i miss them so much.....haizzzzzzz
4)When was the last time you ate pizza?
long time ago....i also 4gt jor....last week wat eat i also 4gt liao lo...
5)The last song you listen to?
clap-dongbangshinki(album T)
6)What are you doing right now beside this?
chat with fren.....edit-ing my pic lo....
7)What name would you prefer besides yours?
erm.....kuon?......jin?.....the most i like is...."DEAR".....wakakakakaka
5 people you tag:
ama
ren jie
vliang
li hui
lay kian
8)Who is number 1?
ama lo.....she is my cute grandma....sumtimes sumthing wrong de
9)Number 3 is having a relationship with?
dono...you go to ask him lo....i think he wont hv relationship with any1....coz nobody want him..haha
10)Say something about number 5?
pretty.....good....1 of my best fren....haha....hope she can recover soon.....gambateh
11)How about number 4?
a cute girl.....alays c her smile de....haha...
12)Who is number 2?
ren jie lo....my fren.....coz jz chat with him so put his name there....wakkakakaka...
~ hIm ~
last saturday.....i gt a news from a staff in jusco bukit tinggi....the girl said that.... ...... "mayb he won't work on jusco bukit tinggi jor after training....mayb he will go to anoher outlet"
wah.....after heard wat she say....you noe....i reall can hear my heart break de sound leh.....argh...
stupid man....how come.....means i cant c him anymore lo....T_T.....
stupid GOD.....i hate you,GOD.....i don't care anymore....i want to scold you,GOD.....heng!!!now i dislike you liao....GOD no sayang me anymore.....last time you very sayang me de....but now....nt same liao.....GOD,you dowan to care me anymore....."wo tao yan ni...tao yan ni...tao yan ni"
you always make my xin shui de n dissappointed de lo......
haiz......
anyways....its show that me n him is mei yuan fen de......i admit liao la.....ok......
So,hope he can work better in other places.....hope can get he good news soon...
Gambateh ya....Nicholas....
wah.....after heard wat she say....you noe....i reall can hear my heart break de sound leh.....argh...
stupid man....how come.....means i cant c him anymore lo....T_T.....
stupid GOD.....i hate you,GOD.....i don't care anymore....i want to scold you,GOD.....heng!!!now i dislike you liao....GOD no sayang me anymore.....last time you very sayang me de....but now....nt same liao.....GOD,you dowan to care me anymore....."wo tao yan ni...tao yan ni...tao yan ni"
you always make my xin shui de n dissappointed de lo......
haiz......
anyways....its show that me n him is mei yuan fen de......i admit liao la.....ok......
So,hope he can work better in other places.....hope can get he good news soon...
Gambateh ya....Nicholas....
2008年11月17日星期一
RULES:
1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
2. Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.
tagged by : a xin...my best fren lo....XD
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? take revenge?
erm...i will jz leave him...
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
it will become what i want it to be....haha
3. What is your dream?
to seceed all my dream....
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
1)give daddy,mummy,grandpa,grandma...
2)buy all the thing i want
3)save
4)donate to those who need lo
5. Will you u fall in love with your best friend?
sure i will....feeling is diffucult to control de...but not now!
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
loved by someone....coz i felt tired to love some1 ard...its too hard 4 me...i think loved by some1 is better
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
erm...i dono how long i will...jz c when i love others....haha
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
than wait him to move on lo...im very"bei dong" de...if he didnt move on i also wont do anything...
9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
i think i will act myself...coz i just want to be myself
10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
sure will la...if they want to come...coz im very big square de...
11. How would you see yourself in ten years time.?
a success de woman...nv qiang ren....
12. What's your fear?
myslef
13. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
see my window....coz.....it's too light....argh....
14. Would you give all in a relationship?
no....cause i scare already....its too scary jor...
15. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
depend on who love me most....XD
16. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
don't know...see how much brain cells i stil have...
17.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
sure is single....i use it already..
18. If your girlfriend/boyfriend told u that she/he is actually a prince/princess,
i will jz "omg"....and"please married with me"....haha....jz kidding....
i will jz slap him and say"don't dream already...ok?"
2. Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.
tagged by : a xin...my best fren lo....XD
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? take revenge?
erm...i will jz leave him...
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
it will become what i want it to be....haha
3. What is your dream?
to seceed all my dream....
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
1)give daddy,mummy,grandpa,grandma...
2)buy all the thing i want
3)save
4)donate to those who need lo
5. Will you u fall in love with your best friend?
sure i will....feeling is diffucult to control de...but not now!
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
loved by someone....coz i felt tired to love some1 ard...its too hard 4 me...i think loved by some1 is better
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
erm...i dono how long i will...jz c when i love others....haha
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
than wait him to move on lo...im very"bei dong" de...if he didnt move on i also wont do anything...
9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
i think i will act myself...coz i just want to be myself
10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
sure will la...if they want to come...coz im very big square de...
11. How would you see yourself in ten years time.?
a success de woman...nv qiang ren....
12. What's your fear?
myslef
13. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
see my window....coz.....it's too light....argh....
14. Would you give all in a relationship?
no....cause i scare already....its too scary jor...
15. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
depend on who love me most....XD
16. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
don't know...see how much brain cells i stil have...
17.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
sure is single....i use it already..
18. If your girlfriend/boyfriend told u that she/he is actually a prince/princess,
i will jz "omg"....and"please married with me"....haha....jz kidding....
i will jz slap him and say"don't dream already...ok?"
2008年11月7日星期五
NeRvOuS
7.11.2008
..................
Haiyo...tis few days quite nervous leh....the final resuly came out jor...except math de paper 2....aaaaaaaaa.....scare cant get good result leh....coz i hv falied 1 subject....pengajian perniagaan....haiz...actually tis subject is quite hard 4 me...hv to remember many thing n law....quite boring...i hate to remember thing!=p....anywhere...i fell very happy coz my eko gt A jor...i felt very lucky....thankx 4 the god who bless me la....wakakakaka...hope oso my math will get good result la...coz i really put all my attention on math de leh...tats only the subject i very hardworking on it.....plzzzzzzzzz......
.......................................................................................................................................................................................
6.11.2008
..................
tis saturday n sunday i hv to work jor....erm...actually got sum regret de lo...y i promise my supervisor so earlier.....haiz.....kns la....now u c la...everytime my fren invite me to go out oso cant...make them quite dissappointed leh....yo.....the shit project.....y y y?y so "cong dong"....
but hor...if let me choose again...i will do the same dicide oso....coz....coz...coz....MONEY is very important leh...now i nid money leh..if go out with fren hor stil nid money u noe.....==.....aaaaaaaa........money money money......y u dowan back to me here....cum n back liao la...i nid u now....!!!
..............................................................................................................................................................................................
5.11.2008
..................
last few days b4....i saw a programme in astro 316.....its name is "jiu shi yao kai yun".....it's talk about horuscope,future n ....de....actually i quite believe on it coz wat the teacher say de quite rite la.....haha....
actually b4 tat i fell tat i gto sum feeling with sum1.....jz want to try to accept him...but...suddenly...the tcher say:"tis 2 month hv XXXXXX hv to b careful...coz u will confuse 4sumthing like your feeling,love....."i think mayb she is said about the guy gua.....
erm...after a few day talk with tis guy....i oso feel tat he is nt very suitable 4 me lo.........erm....although he is quite mature la...but....erm...haiyo...dono how to say la...
jz like wat i said to my fren....although sumtime single will feel boring....but i better than couple....no nid to b so troublesum....no nid to think so much.....suckzzzz......single is very good n suitable 4 me lo....very free....jz like wat i say to me supervisor....i can go where i like....clubbing...disco....pub...watever i like....nobody will tie me up....haha...i oso can c lengzai...wakakaka...no nid to worried tat my bf will unhappy....=p.....coz im :hua ci"leh.....cant stop c guys de.....wakakakaka.....
...........................................................................................................................................................................
..................
Haiyo...tis few days quite nervous leh....the final resuly came out jor...except math de paper 2....aaaaaaaaa.....scare cant get good result leh....coz i hv falied 1 subject....pengajian perniagaan....haiz...actually tis subject is quite hard 4 me...hv to remember many thing n law....quite boring...i hate to remember thing!=p....anywhere...i fell very happy coz my eko gt A jor...i felt very lucky....thankx 4 the god who bless me la....wakakakaka...hope oso my math will get good result la...coz i really put all my attention on math de leh...tats only the subject i very hardworking on it.....plzzzzzzzzz......
.......................................................................................................................................................................................
6.11.2008
..................
tis saturday n sunday i hv to work jor....erm...actually got sum regret de lo...y i promise my supervisor so earlier.....haiz.....kns la....now u c la...everytime my fren invite me to go out oso cant...make them quite dissappointed leh....yo.....the shit project.....y y y?y so "cong dong"....
but hor...if let me choose again...i will do the same dicide oso....coz....coz...coz....MONEY is very important leh...now i nid money leh..if go out with fren hor stil nid money u noe.....==.....aaaaaaaa........money money money......y u dowan back to me here....cum n back liao la...i nid u now....!!!
..............................................................................................................................................................................................
5.11.2008
..................
last few days b4....i saw a programme in astro 316.....its name is "jiu shi yao kai yun".....it's talk about horuscope,future n ....de....actually i quite believe on it coz wat the teacher say de quite rite la.....haha....
actually b4 tat i fell tat i gto sum feeling with sum1.....jz want to try to accept him...but...suddenly...the tcher say:"tis 2 month hv XXXXXX hv to b careful...coz u will confuse 4sumthing like your feeling,love....."i think mayb she is said about the guy gua.....
erm...after a few day talk with tis guy....i oso feel tat he is nt very suitable 4 me lo.........erm....although he is quite mature la...but....erm...haiyo...dono how to say la...
jz like wat i said to my fren....although sumtime single will feel boring....but i better than couple....no nid to b so troublesum....no nid to think so much.....suckzzzz......single is very good n suitable 4 me lo....very free....jz like wat i say to me supervisor....i can go where i like....clubbing...disco....pub...watever i like....nobody will tie me up....haha...i oso can c lengzai...wakakaka...no nid to worried tat my bf will unhappy....=p.....coz im :hua ci"leh.....cant stop c guys de.....wakakakaka.....
...........................................................................................................................................................................
2008年10月27日星期一
soft cat become a fierce tiger
“幸福，我要的幸福...."
幸福，它现在离我好远好远...
远到我就要察觉不到它的存在了.....
近来的我有很大的改变....
就连朋友也这么说....
不只外再改变了...就连内在也是...
若有的从来的话,我宁愿回到从前....
每天和弟弟吵吵闹闹的....抢电视遥控器....抢玩具...抢这抢那的...
虽然那时生活么现在那么的轻松...但至少不愁吃穿....很悠闲自在....
现在的生活跟以前比较起来是轻松了很多...可是，钱有了，麻烦就来了....
女人,坏朋友一个接一个的来...
好像知道为什么有些人就是要那么的犯贱呢？
身为女人的我不禁要看不起你们....
没男人就不能活吗？干嘛要那么贱呢？
我不说话，不骂人...不代表我好欺负,无知...ok?
真大眼睛看，我不是那么懦弱的人...
不骂，打你们是因为我是有受教育的...而且我也受教...
不像有些授高等教育的...行为举止却是那么的不堪入目....
人的忍耐力是有限的...我想....我的忍耐力已要到了极限...
希望那些“狐狸们”赶快找回他们的自知自明....不要再执迷不悟了...
以免成“精”....
幸福，它现在离我好远好远...
远到我就要察觉不到它的存在了.....
近来的我有很大的改变....
就连朋友也这么说....
不只外再改变了...就连内在也是...
若有的从来的话,我宁愿回到从前....
每天和弟弟吵吵闹闹的....抢电视遥控器....抢玩具...抢这抢那的...
虽然那时生活么现在那么的轻松...但至少不愁吃穿....很悠闲自在....
现在的生活跟以前比较起来是轻松了很多...可是，钱有了，麻烦就来了....
女人,坏朋友一个接一个的来...
好像知道为什么有些人就是要那么的犯贱呢？
身为女人的我不禁要看不起你们....
没男人就不能活吗？干嘛要那么贱呢？
我不说话，不骂人...不代表我好欺负,无知...ok?
真大眼睛看，我不是那么懦弱的人...
不骂，打你们是因为我是有受教育的...而且我也受教...
不像有些授高等教育的...行为举止却是那么的不堪入目....
人的忍耐力是有限的...我想....我的忍耐力已要到了极限...
希望那些“狐狸们”赶快找回他们的自知自明....不要再执迷不悟了...
以免成“精”....
2008年8月9日星期六
又来了...又来了...以前的一切又回来了...
为什么？!!!为什么？！！！有人可以告诉我吗?
我了解我妈的心痛...我真的了解...
我真得很希望我的家庭可以回到从前...
我到底该怎么做？
我妈，她是个非常负称职的妈妈...她非常的勤劳，照顾这个家庭...
说真的...她除了比较不会打扮,啰嗦之外，就没其他缺点了...
我真不懂我爸嫌她那里不好了...
我真的好想哭...但，我哭不出...
不懂是不是长到了的关系...没那么容易哭了...
而且，现在的我很难用言语来形容...
不管如何，我想对我妈说：“妈，我永远爱你...虽然我每次顶撞你...但，每人能够取代你在我心目中的位置..."
还有爸：“好好珍惜你的老婆...夫妻的缘分是要修几千年的...既然你选折了他就要好好照顾她一辈子...”
最后,不管怎样我都会好好捍卫我着得来不易的家庭的...不会给任何人来破坏...我会站得比别人更直，更坚强...
为什么？!!!为什么？！！！有人可以告诉我吗?
我了解我妈的心痛...我真的了解...
我真得很希望我的家庭可以回到从前...
我到底该怎么做？
我妈，她是个非常负称职的妈妈...她非常的勤劳，照顾这个家庭...
说真的...她除了比较不会打扮,啰嗦之外，就没其他缺点了...
我真不懂我爸嫌她那里不好了...
我真的好想哭...但，我哭不出...
不懂是不是长到了的关系...没那么容易哭了...
而且，现在的我很难用言语来形容...
不管如何，我想对我妈说：“妈，我永远爱你...虽然我每次顶撞你...但，每人能够取代你在我心目中的位置..."
还有爸：“好好珍惜你的老婆...夫妻的缘分是要修几千年的...既然你选折了他就要好好照顾她一辈子...”
最后,不管怎样我都会好好捍卫我着得来不易的家庭的...不会给任何人来破坏...我会站得比别人更直，更坚强...
2008年8月7日星期四
烦烦烦
现在的我，就像飞翔在空中的鸟儿...不知要飞往哪个方向...
有时候我在想，到底要不要继续读中六呢？这是一段漫长的路...
如果不要继续又不能做些什么...若选择做工的话薪水肯定不高...
哎,好烦哦...好像现在可以到没人的地方去大喊一顿...去发泄发泄...
现在的我的确有很多压力...
而且，最近我发现我改变了很多...不再像以前的我了...
以前的我回去捣乱...老师已不再就回去玩弄同学，kacao朋友...
可是,现在的我...一有时间就赶快拿起功课来做...没有兴致跟朋友说话...
有时更不想说话...只想静静一个人...有时一听见朋友说渴望谈恋爱，
就会觉得干吗要有男友？自己一个人不就很好吗？
现在的我已经把所有的时间放在课业上了哪有时间去谈恋爱啊？
可也都已经有够烦的了，还要烦另一伴的事情？哇，想象不到...
恋爱这回事还是暂时别来烦我好了...
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊...读书读书...
到底要读书还是工作啊？
读书的话要选国际贸易或者大众媒体啊？
烦烦烦....
妈都不知怎么搞得...没看到女儿我这么烦了还每天找我吵架...
真是的...有时真想离开这个家...有时真地向他到底是不是重男轻女...
每次都将错套在颈上...不管做什么事错的总是我....
有时真想大声得跟他说：“我到底是不是你的女儿？”
“你够了吗？”“让我竟一点好吗？"
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊...但，不能这么做...
真的好像有个肩膀让我好好的，放肆的大哭，大喊一顿...
现在的我好讨厌自己...真的好讨厌...
有时候我在想，到底要不要继续读中六呢？这是一段漫长的路...
如果不要继续又不能做些什么...若选择做工的话薪水肯定不高...
哎,好烦哦...好像现在可以到没人的地方去大喊一顿...去发泄发泄...
现在的我的确有很多压力...
而且，最近我发现我改变了很多...不再像以前的我了...
以前的我回去捣乱...老师已不再就回去玩弄同学，kacao朋友...
可是,现在的我...一有时间就赶快拿起功课来做...没有兴致跟朋友说话...
有时更不想说话...只想静静一个人...有时一听见朋友说渴望谈恋爱，
就会觉得干吗要有男友？自己一个人不就很好吗？
现在的我已经把所有的时间放在课业上了哪有时间去谈恋爱啊？
可也都已经有够烦的了，还要烦另一伴的事情？哇，想象不到...
恋爱这回事还是暂时别来烦我好了...
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊...读书读书...
到底要读书还是工作啊？
读书的话要选国际贸易或者大众媒体啊？
烦烦烦....
妈都不知怎么搞得...没看到女儿我这么烦了还每天找我吵架...
真是的...有时真想离开这个家...有时真地向他到底是不是重男轻女...
每次都将错套在颈上...不管做什么事错的总是我....
有时真想大声得跟他说：“我到底是不是你的女儿？”
“你够了吗？”“让我竟一点好吗？"
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊...但，不能这么做...
真的好像有个肩膀让我好好的，放肆的大哭，大喊一顿...
现在的我好讨厌自己...真的好讨厌...
2008年7月7日星期一
2008年6月25日星期三
忙
很久没来update我的blog了...没办法咯...升上了中六很忙嘛...压力也很大叻...
每天忙着做数学功课...补习...准备要present的东西...
唉，算了呗...忍一忍就会过了...猜不到一年多的时间嘛（在安慰着自己）...T_T
最近，我去染发了...染了一头深紫色的头发...哈哈...
首次染头发还真紧张...怕去到学校被老师抓之外又怕染了不美...
不过幸好染出来的效果还蛮满意的...不会太明显之外颜色有蛮漂亮的...
不枉费我把第一次献给了它...哈哈...真想让自己来个大改革...
厌倦了现在的自己...
嗯,有时真得很想放弃现在的学业，干脆去工作算了...
但，又不甘心赚那么少的钱...真是矛盾...=.=
真讨厌现在这样的自己...根本就不知道要做些什么...
根本就没有方向...就像迷失了的小鸟在天空中乱飞...
aaaaaaaa...好恨阿...
真希望我可以早日找到目标定下来...
=[
每天忙着做数学功课...补习...准备要present的东西...
唉，算了呗...忍一忍就会过了...猜不到一年多的时间嘛（在安慰着自己）...T_T
最近，我去染发了...染了一头深紫色的头发...哈哈...
首次染头发还真紧张...怕去到学校被老师抓之外又怕染了不美...
不过幸好染出来的效果还蛮满意的...不会太明显之外颜色有蛮漂亮的...
不枉费我把第一次献给了它...哈哈...真想让自己来个大改革...
厌倦了现在的自己...
嗯,有时真得很想放弃现在的学业，干脆去工作算了...
但，又不甘心赚那么少的钱...真是矛盾...=.=
真讨厌现在这样的自己...根本就不知道要做些什么...
根本就没有方向...就像迷失了的小鸟在天空中乱飞...
aaaaaaaa...好恨阿...
真希望我可以早日找到目标定下来...
=[
2008年3月5日星期三
放弃
嗯,今天跟lixin Jusco Bukit Tinggi逛街...
对我来说今天可是我人生中花最多钱的一天叻...哈哈...
真是破天荒花这么多钱...还真有点心痛...
不知这样叻，我的脚也很痛!!!
俗话说得好:"女人爱美不要命..."谁教我爱没穿高跟鞋...
真是自讨苦吃....不值得可怜...
到了晚上6点，就一起去kingary吃东西咯，没办法,独自投诉了...
哪里知道吃到一般就让我看到我的梦中情人...nhys...
haiz...身边又有一个女的...说真的,心没有疼...
看见他们坐在一起我的心真的没有痛...
lixin看到它后就跟我说“yeekuon我终于知道你要的类型了..."
haha...他跟我之前喜欢的一位真的蛮像的...
都是有气质...负责人的气质...成熟，稳重的气质...
同一时间,那该死的音乐竟然以直播“我爱你...我爱你..."
真是够你*妈#￥鸭蛋%@~的...haiz...
~*逆向谈恋爱是因为从家里你得不到你足够的爱...可能你贪心...
可能你缺乏爱...*~
*~只要看见我身边的人幸福，我就会很快乐...
至于我自己的幸福,我觉得不重要...因为我的
快乐就来自于我周围的人~*
~*就让我再说最后一次我爱你吧!!!
Nicholas Hong Yoong Shien.....
我爱你！！！*~
*~从这一秒开始，我的心不再为你而跳动...
我的脑袋装的再也不会是你...我的眼睛再
也不会有你的影子...我的嘴巴再也不会说
出你的名字...我将会把你在我脑海里的点
点滴滴说在我的记忆卡里面...~*
~*希望我能做到以上我所写的东西...*~
2008年3月2日星期日
2008年2月18日星期一
臭胃！！！我恨你！！！
臭胃，我要跟你说...够了！！！
我受够你了！！！
人的忍耐力是有限的...你别太过分...
从前年开始,你就变得一点也不安分...
时常与风做朋友...还请它进来做客...
没得到我的允许就擅自让它进来...很不尊重我...
不仅这样..还时常搞到我头昏脑胀...
动不动就像晕，想吐...还泻肚子...
够了...我受够你了...
有种就跟我担挑!!!
来啦!!!有种的话就弄到我吐血...
或者得到癌症（胃癌）...
反正我不怕死（怕鬼罢了嘛）
要搞就搞大点...
不然就别乱跟我邀请它进来！！！
我受够你了！！！
人的忍耐力是有限的...你别太过分...
从前年开始,你就变得一点也不安分...
时常与风做朋友...还请它进来做客...
没得到我的允许就擅自让它进来...很不尊重我...
不仅这样..还时常搞到我头昏脑胀...
动不动就像晕，想吐...还泻肚子...
够了...我受够你了...
有种就跟我担挑!!!
来啦!!!有种的话就弄到我吐血...
或者得到癌症（胃癌）...
反正我不怕死（怕鬼罢了嘛）
要搞就搞大点...
不然就别乱跟我邀请它进来！！！
2008年2月13日星期三
stop!!!
i hate to hear ur call!!!
i hate to hear ur sound!!!
i hate to hear anything from him!!!
jz want to tell u...stop telling me about him d thing!!!
STOP!!!
y everytime when i answer ur call u sure will tell me about him d thing...
y?!!!
i try my best to 4gt him...but u keep remind me!!!its kejam to me u noe?
wat u want me to do...if u want me to accept u...no nid to do this kind of childish de things d...
i cant!!!i imppossible!!!i wont!!!i dowan to accept u!!!
u noe y?
coz u r his fren!!!
plz tell him...if he want to say sumthing pls think properly...
dun simply say out from his mouth...
bastard!!!...shit!!!...7181...
i hate to hear ur sound!!!
i hate to hear anything from him!!!
jz want to tell u...stop telling me about him d thing!!!
STOP!!!
y everytime when i answer ur call u sure will tell me about him d thing...
y?!!!
i try my best to 4gt him...but u keep remind me!!!its kejam to me u noe?
wat u want me to do...if u want me to accept u...no nid to do this kind of childish de things d...
i cant!!!i imppossible!!!i wont!!!i dowan to accept u!!!
u noe y?
coz u r his fren!!!
plz tell him...if he want to say sumthing pls think properly...
dun simply say out from his mouth...
bastard!!!...shit!!!...7181...
friendship
finally v talk all the thing to u liao...ki....
really really qing song liao many....
erm...v r stil good fren rite?like last time?
ok?anyways...i will try my best to build our relationship like last time d...
hope our frenship will tong guo tis time d kao yan...
anyways...i would like to b u all d tong sampah....
gt any rubbish jz throw to me here...i hv the maggic can let u all
unhappy d thing bcum happy...change negative to positive...
im the best tong sampah 4 u all...
i will always bside u all d...
i,khoo yee kuon love lim cheng khee n chan li xin so much...
hope our frenship will b long lasting...
really really qing song liao many....
erm...v r stil good fren rite?like last time?
ok?anyways...i will try my best to build our relationship like last time d...
hope our frenship will tong guo tis time d kao yan...
anyways...i would like to b u all d tong sampah....
gt any rubbish jz throw to me here...i hv the maggic can let u all
unhappy d thing bcum happy...change negative to positive...
im the best tong sampah 4 u all...
i will always bside u all d...
i,khoo yee kuon love lim cheng khee n chan li xin so much...
hope our frenship will b long lasting...
2008年2月7日星期四
shit!!!
..........................................................*~BaD nEwS~*........................................................
jz now go to check the ns list...i kena to go to SARAWAK...shit man...how can..so far...i dowan..i will try my best to escape d ...heng...u c la..i sure will try my best...argh...the kanasai d zheng fu...gv me near d i sure go d ma..gv me so far...u gv me money to cum back a?heng....
..........................................................~*gOoD nEwS*~......................................................
另一方面，我终于搞清楚自己的心了...原来自己对他的感觉只是简简单单的欣赏,并非自己想得那般复杂...哈哈...现在我的心舒服多了...不用浪费时间要我去放弃它...感觉自在多了...
单身的感觉真好...嗯，虽然是寂寞又缺乏安全感了些..但，谁能像我保证有了伴后就会不再寂寞或者有安全感了呢？现在的我想要看帅哥就看...想要欣赏谁就去欣赏...想要跟异性朋友几亲密都行..不用觉得愧疚...真自由自在...谁教我是个眼中对异性缺乏安全感的人...没办法..不想伤害自己有伤害别人的方法就是单身咯...反正我还蛮享受的...哈哈..可是我也不排侧随时paktor的咯...哈哈..是不是觉得我很反复无常叻...告诉你...我本来就是！！！我就是不想给人家动我再像什么做什么...我就是喜欢...
jz now go to check the ns list...i kena to go to SARAWAK...shit man...how can..so far...i dowan..i will try my best to escape d ...heng...u c la..i sure will try my best...argh...the kanasai d zheng fu...gv me near d i sure go d ma..gv me so far...u gv me money to cum back a?heng....
..........................................................~*gOoD nEwS*~......................................................
另一方面，我终于搞清楚自己的心了...原来自己对他的感觉只是简简单单的欣赏,并非自己想得那般复杂...哈哈...现在我的心舒服多了...不用浪费时间要我去放弃它...感觉自在多了...
单身的感觉真好...嗯，虽然是寂寞又缺乏安全感了些..但，谁能像我保证有了伴后就会不再寂寞或者有安全感了呢？现在的我想要看帅哥就看...想要欣赏谁就去欣赏...想要跟异性朋友几亲密都行..不用觉得愧疚...真自由自在...谁教我是个眼中对异性缺乏安全感的人...没办法..不想伤害自己有伤害别人的方法就是单身咯...反正我还蛮享受的...哈哈..可是我也不排侧随时paktor的咯...哈哈..是不是觉得我很反复无常叻...告诉你...我本来就是！！！我就是不想给人家动我再像什么做什么...我就是喜欢...
2008年2月1日星期五
男人是一种难以抓摸的动物...
有时真的很难了解到底他们要得是wat...
就像他一样...
为什么男人就这么花心...喜新厌旧...
家里明明就有一个很好的老婆了...
为什么就是要不停的搞外遇...
难道老婆不够好吗？！！！
每天起来一切事物都准备好好给他...饭菜也那好好给他...
凡事都为他着想.有什么好的都留给他...
这样的老婆不好吗???
男人是不是都那么地贪新鲜呢？
是不是摘不到的花朵永远比较香？
在他们眼中女人是不是就像一个玩具...而他们就是那玩具的主人(小孩子）...
"小孩子在还没得到玩具之前一直朝着要买，有时甚至不惜到店门口痴痴的等...
希望有天可以得到它...得到它后的前几个月就像宝似的珍惜...
过后很快的就将它给丢经冷宫...寻找另外的“心肝宝贝”...."
看着身边的人跟他的男友/丈夫的感情...以及自己家庭和本身的亲身体验...
令我很难/无法再去相信爱情...虽然我动辄实践还是有好男人存在的...
但我相信自己无法遇到这1个好男人...
10个男人只有一个好...真的很难找...
尤其像我这种严重缺乏安全感又被伤害过的女人...
真的很难去相信咯...
很难！！！
心里真得很矛盾...期待爱情却又怕再被受伤害...
这种感觉很辛苦...
神啊...可以让我向受与我爱的人在一起的滋味吗？
求求你...拜托你...
就像他一样...
为什么男人就这么花心...喜新厌旧...
家里明明就有一个很好的老婆了...
为什么就是要不停的搞外遇...
难道老婆不够好吗？！！！
每天起来一切事物都准备好好给他...饭菜也那好好给他...
凡事都为他着想.有什么好的都留给他...
这样的老婆不好吗???
男人是不是都那么地贪新鲜呢？
是不是摘不到的花朵永远比较香？
在他们眼中女人是不是就像一个玩具...而他们就是那玩具的主人(小孩子）...
"小孩子在还没得到玩具之前一直朝着要买，有时甚至不惜到店门口痴痴的等...
希望有天可以得到它...得到它后的前几个月就像宝似的珍惜...
过后很快的就将它给丢经冷宫...寻找另外的“心肝宝贝”...."
看着身边的人跟他的男友/丈夫的感情...以及自己家庭和本身的亲身体验...
令我很难/无法再去相信爱情...虽然我动辄实践还是有好男人存在的...
但我相信自己无法遇到这1个好男人...
10个男人只有一个好...真的很难找...
尤其像我这种严重缺乏安全感又被伤害过的女人...
真的很难去相信咯...
很难！！！
心里真得很矛盾...期待爱情却又怕再被受伤害...
这种感觉很辛苦...
神啊...可以让我向受与我爱的人在一起的滋味吗？
求求你...拜托你...
2008年1月24日星期四
undang class
i go to daftar to learn car undang jor..haha...got so many pressure....lolx..this saturday i hv to go to hear the undang liao....so i cant work in jj in tat day...nvm....i wont waste my time to earn money d...haha..i oso gt another job d ma...go to kec work lo...wakakakaka...stil gt rm 28 ma..i hours rm 4...ok la..not bad liao lo....batter than ntg to do lo...
erm....yesterday my fren tell me when i didnt go to work..the manager to cum to our counter...n walk very slow....haiz..how can?!!!i very"gek dong"...at the same time the padini authentics d marketing bside me...he look very suprise when he c my so "gek dong"...haha...than i told my fren....if today i didnt c him...i will gv up now!!!....
so???u all guess i gt c him boh?haha...
answer is no!!!...so tat i really gv up jor lo...erm...mayb u all dono wat im thinking...but i really gv up jor lo...not im easy to gv up a ppl...i gt hurt b4...so i dowan to gt hurt again...i hate tat feeling...so hurt...so...if i noe tat tis"an lian"will nt hv a happy ending...i will quickly to gv up...tis is the way i protect myself dun gt hurt anymore...
now my heart jz like a custle...got a tick wall around my custle...now i try to control myself dun simply open the door to any ppl...i learn to b "chan ren"..."jue"...although i hate now d me...but tis is the way to protect myself.....but i wont simply hurt ppl la...at least now i didnt hurt any1...
i will try to b stronger...than my dear fren will nt "dan xin" me....lolx..
erm....yesterday my fren tell me when i didnt go to work..the manager to cum to our counter...n walk very slow....haiz..how can?!!!i very"gek dong"...at the same time the padini authentics d marketing bside me...he look very suprise when he c my so "gek dong"...haha...than i told my fren....if today i didnt c him...i will gv up now!!!....
so???u all guess i gt c him boh?haha...
answer is no!!!...so tat i really gv up jor lo...erm...mayb u all dono wat im thinking...but i really gv up jor lo...not im easy to gv up a ppl...i gt hurt b4...so i dowan to gt hurt again...i hate tat feeling...so hurt...so...if i noe tat tis"an lian"will nt hv a happy ending...i will quickly to gv up...tis is the way i protect myself dun gt hurt anymore...
now my heart jz like a custle...got a tick wall around my custle...now i try to control myself dun simply open the door to any ppl...i learn to b "chan ren"..."jue"...although i hate now d me...but tis is the way to protect myself.....but i wont simply hurt ppl la...at least now i didnt hurt any1...
i will try to b stronger...than my dear fren will nt "dan xin" me....lolx..
2008年1月15日星期二
忙碌的一天
今天，我一进到JUSCO时，看见的是一整片寂静的商场...本来以为今天将会是烦闷，没买卖的一天...哪知，今天总共买了两千多...嗯，只有两的客人哦...也就是说一个客人买一千多...才买给小孩子叻，要这么大的手笔吗？小孩在一下子就长大了...真不懂他们...不过也要很感谢他们给我们生意做...哈哈...
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
到了晚上6点，突然有个人走向我，一只手拿着纸，一只手推着troli...然后对我开了几个玩笑后便说那是我们的货...开玩笑！！！ 17 箱的货叻...做到明天都做不完啦...更惨的是我是个新人，没人在谁教我怎么做啊？啊....我快崩溃了...
还好过了不久我朋友回来了...于是，我就全部交给他咯...谁叫我不会呢...我只懂一些些...
到了晚上10点,看看了手表我才发现原来我已经整整折了接近3个小时的衣服了...你们能想象在家里我是一个完全不折衣服的人吗？！现在我竟然能折这么久...真实奇迹叻 !!!哈哈...
可是，折衣服真的很闷...动作来来去去都是一样的...sienzzzz....我是个很容易厌烦的人....这种折衣服的工作还真是不适合我...可是美的选择...谁叫我领人家的工钱...haiz....
最后想说....
我真得很讨厌折衣服！！！
很闷！！！
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
到了晚上6点，突然有个人走向我，一只手拿着纸，一只手推着troli...然后对我开了几个玩笑后便说那是我们的货...开玩笑！！！ 17 箱的货叻...做到明天都做不完啦...更惨的是我是个新人，没人在谁教我怎么做啊？啊....我快崩溃了...
还好过了不久我朋友回来了...于是，我就全部交给他咯...谁叫我不会呢...我只懂一些些...
到了晚上10点,看看了手表我才发现原来我已经整整折了接近3个小时的衣服了...你们能想象在家里我是一个完全不折衣服的人吗？！现在我竟然能折这么久...真实奇迹叻 !!!哈哈...
可是，折衣服真的很闷...动作来来去去都是一样的...sienzzzz....我是个很容易厌烦的人....这种折衣服的工作还真是不适合我...可是美的选择...谁叫我领人家的工钱...haiz....
最后想说....
我真得很讨厌折衣服！！！
很闷！！！
2008年1月14日星期一
cry...~!!!
yesterday my hand kena hit....stil bongka leh...haiz...so sui...i 1day kena hit 3 times...but the last time more heavy...i straight away cry there....T.T...i cry nt bcoz my hand pain...is bcoz i hate myself...i hate myself y i cant control my heart...y i so stupid...y i so weak...i hate myself...n my heart...
.............................................................................................................................................................................
after i cry...i better jor...long time no cry liao...i think properly jor...i gv up him liao(now trying,in prossesing)....i will try my best d...no happy ending d thing i wont put much attention on it d....XD....khoo yee kuon...gambateh....
...............................................................................................................................................................................
erm...today 13 jan 2008...i really didnt go to find him jor..haha...now i really xia ding je xin gv up him jor leh...haha...i think this few week will hv a good news gua...lolx..hope so....
..............................................................................................................................................................................
anywhere,frens...now im ok...today chiew choon n pek jin oso gt cum to c me..u can ask them...im fine...dun worried about me...i will train to b strong d...u all will gambateh to me d rite?haha...hear my good news soon ya...love all the ppl view my blog n my fren...muakx....
.............................................................................................................................................................................
after i cry...i better jor...long time no cry liao...i think properly jor...i gv up him liao(now trying,in prossesing)....i will try my best d...no happy ending d thing i wont put much attention on it d....XD....khoo yee kuon...gambateh....
...............................................................................................................................................................................
erm...today 13 jan 2008...i really didnt go to find him jor..haha...now i really xia ding je xin gv up him jor leh...haha...i think this few week will hv a good news gua...lolx..hope so....
..............................................................................................................................................................................
anywhere,frens...now im ok...today chiew choon n pek jin oso gt cum to c me..u can ask them...im fine...dun worried about me...i will train to b strong d...u all will gambateh to me d rite?haha...hear my good news soon ya...love all the ppl view my blog n my fren...muakx....
2008年1月8日星期二
我最爱的歌，也最能形容我的心情
后来 我总算学会了如何去爱
可惜你早已远云 消失在人海
后来 终于在眼泪中明白
有些人 一旦错过就不再
栀子花白花瓣 落在我蓝色百褶裙上
爱你 你轻声说 我低下头闻见一阵芬芳
那个永恒的夜晚 十七岁仲夏
你吻我的那个夜晚
让我往后的时光 每当有感叹
总想起当天的星光
那时候的爱情 为什么就能那样简单
而又是为什么 人年少时
一定要让深爱的人受伤
在这相似的深夜里 你是否一样
也在静静追悔感伤
如果当时我们能 不那么倔强
现在也不那么遗憾
你都如何回忆我 带着笑或是很沉默
这些年来 有没有人能让你不寂寞后来
我总算学会了如何去爱
可惜你早已远云 消失在人海后来
终于在眼泪中明白 有些人
一旦错过就不再永远不会再重来
有一个男孩 爱着那个女孩
可惜你早已远云 消失在人海
后来 终于在眼泪中明白
有些人 一旦错过就不再
栀子花白花瓣 落在我蓝色百褶裙上
爱你 你轻声说 我低下头闻见一阵芬芳
那个永恒的夜晚 十七岁仲夏
你吻我的那个夜晚
让我往后的时光 每当有感叹
总想起当天的星光
那时候的爱情 为什么就能那样简单
而又是为什么 人年少时
一定要让深爱的人受伤
在这相似的深夜里 你是否一样
也在静静追悔感伤
如果当时我们能 不那么倔强
现在也不那么遗憾
你都如何回忆我 带着笑或是很沉默
这些年来 有没有人能让你不寂寞后来
我总算学会了如何去爱
可惜你早已远云 消失在人海后来
终于在眼泪中明白 有些人
一旦错过就不再永远不会再重来
有一个男孩 爱着那个女孩
2008年1月5日星期六
working DAYS.....
2008.1.1
。。。。。。
my 1st day work in jusco...
today is public holiday...so many ppl cum..haha...very bc...
coz after they go away me n my fren(work d fren) hv to faster go to arrange the shirt...
erm...actually tat da im nt very happi...coz b4 i go to work..my mum keep scolding me...until i go to jj....haiz...but nvm...i recover very fast...haha...im the stronger ma...lolx...
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
2008.1.2
。。。。。。
today i take the afternun shift...from 1:30pm to 10:30pm...
b4 i go to work...i think tat today will like yesterday...so bc...but...
haiz...so sienz at there...dono wat to do..least ppl cum...nvm....the most important is...no leng zai cum here anymore leh...my eyes so pity...haiz..
not only tat...my leg stil very very pain...i stand 4 8 hours a day leh...how can will nt pain leh...T_T..so pity...i hours jz rm 5....my leg stil stand until bongka...X(....
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
2008.1.3
。。。。。。
in tis day...my mum oso stil scolding me.....i work 4 3 days she scold 3 days...oso dono wat she scold...haiz..i earn money 3 decrease their "fu dan" she stil scold me...dono i so hardworking 4 wat...i keep asking myself...than,today de working stil like 2008.1.2...least ppl...haiz...i keep find sumthing 4 me to do...cant play hp..cant often talk with ppl...so sienz...ntg to do...i keep fold the shirt...
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
2008.1.4
。。。。。。
tis day is my ex de birthday..i curi curi send him a msg to him when i working(go to fitting room)...but he didnt reply...X(...mayb he stil angry..dono y de sum guys nowaday so "xiao qi"....haha...today i jz sell rm10 nia(actuAlly nt sell..is the ppl cum to change the shirt but hv to pay more money)..T_T...so pity...anywhere..my gaji stil the same...
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
2008.1.5
。。。。。。
today,got a good news...haha..b4 i go back to home(9:30 am to 5:30 pm)..i count i hv sell how many thing..than haha..is more than 6 hundred...lolx... so happy..jz adternun onli...hope at nite can sells more la...after i go back...my mum ask me weither i gt buy the coupon to my bro mou..coz my bro say he didnt gt...i tell her got..i hv send the coupon num to him..n ask him weither can in mou....but he didnt reply me...n i throw the cupon away liao...haiz...finaly...he say he cant c my msg...argh....the rm 10 has fly away liao lo...i very very angry....the stupid..f he cant c my msg..no nid to delete want..jz change the sim card than can c liao lo...y he delete..n y i throw...aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....so angry now !!!!i really want to scold ppl....kanasai...but cant say rude d word..mz si wen....anywhere..pls 4gv me la..jz 1 time onli........................................................." SHIT !!! ".....................................................................................
。。。。。。
my 1st day work in jusco...
today is public holiday...so many ppl cum..haha...very bc...
coz after they go away me n my fren(work d fren) hv to faster go to arrange the shirt...
erm...actually tat da im nt very happi...coz b4 i go to work..my mum keep scolding me...until i go to jj....haiz...but nvm...i recover very fast...haha...im the stronger ma...lolx...
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
2008.1.2
。。。。。。
today i take the afternun shift...from 1:30pm to 10:30pm...
b4 i go to work...i think tat today will like yesterday...so bc...but...
haiz...so sienz at there...dono wat to do..least ppl cum...nvm....the most important is...no leng zai cum here anymore leh...my eyes so pity...haiz..
not only tat...my leg stil very very pain...i stand 4 8 hours a day leh...how can will nt pain leh...T_T..so pity...i hours jz rm 5....my leg stil stand until bongka...X(....
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
2008.1.3
。。。。。。
in tis day...my mum oso stil scolding me.....i work 4 3 days she scold 3 days...oso dono wat she scold...haiz..i earn money 3 decrease their "fu dan" she stil scold me...dono i so hardworking 4 wat...i keep asking myself...than,today de working stil like 2008.1.2...least ppl...haiz...i keep find sumthing 4 me to do...cant play hp..cant often talk with ppl...so sienz...ntg to do...i keep fold the shirt...
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
2008.1.4
。。。。。。
tis day is my ex de birthday..i curi curi send him a msg to him when i working(go to fitting room)...but he didnt reply...X(...mayb he stil angry..dono y de sum guys nowaday so "xiao qi"....haha...today i jz sell rm10 nia(actuAlly nt sell..is the ppl cum to change the shirt but hv to pay more money)..T_T...so pity...anywhere..my gaji stil the same...
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
2008.1.5
。。。。。。
today,got a good news...haha..b4 i go back to home(9:30 am to 5:30 pm)..i count i hv sell how many thing..than haha..is more than 6 hundred...lolx... so happy..jz adternun onli...hope at nite can sells more la...after i go back...my mum ask me weither i gt buy the coupon to my bro mou..coz my bro say he didnt gt...i tell her got..i hv send the coupon num to him..n ask him weither can in mou....but he didnt reply me...n i throw the cupon away liao...haiz...finaly...he say he cant c my msg...argh....the rm 10 has fly away liao lo...i very very angry....the stupid..f he cant c my msg..no nid to delete want..jz change the sim card than can c liao lo...y he delete..n y i throw...aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....so angry now !!!!i really want to scold ppl....kanasai...but cant say rude d word..mz si wen....anywhere..pls 4gv me la..jz 1 time onli........................................................." SHIT !!! ".....................................................................................
生离死别
常听人家说“一个人在要离开这个世界上时，常会做出一些他往常不会做的事，情绪也会大大的改变..."。你有听过吗？
其实我是蛮相信的...因为有几次的经历了...
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
最近，我发现我公公的态度甚至情绪360度的改变....会是像我想的那样吗？
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
从小，我啊公最疼得小孩就是我...他完全不舍得打骂我..每次犯错他都不曾他过我...
还记得有一次,我和弟弟犯了个错，他拿着藤编想打我们...可是当他望着我是的那个眼神是那般的不舍...那藤编在空气中飘了很久却始终没打在我身上...不过却往我弟身上“靠“了...(写到这时已经在哭着了）。我永远也无法忘记那个不舍得眼神...
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
在几年前,我啊公突然说他的心脏有点痛...于是，我们就带他到医院检查...医生说他又心脏病，需要几十千的医药费...可能他不想花这大笔钱吧...他拒绝的这个提议...他当时很坚决的拒绝了...过后自己去买一些朋友说不错的要回来吃...是有好了很多...
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
有时候，我啊公是很固执...他说一就一...不得违背...所以很多时候他说what我们就符合他...尽量不让他生气...
说真的，近年来他真的改变了很多...不止我发现.就连我爸爸，婆婆，姑姑。。也这么说...
我真的很担心...我不想再失去任何的亲人...尤其是我家人！！！我不许！！！
不管付出任何的代价...生命都好...
如果一定要分开，那至少也等到他们享受的我给他们的生活吧！！！
我要努力赚钱给他们...给他们一个好的生活...
啊公...请你等我...好吗？
我亲爱的家人,也请你们等多些时候吧！！！我会很努力，很努力的...
没我的准许，不许离开我 !!! 听到吗?!!!!
我爱你们...!!!
其实我是蛮相信的...因为有几次的经历了...
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
最近，我发现我公公的态度甚至情绪360度的改变....会是像我想的那样吗？
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
从小，我啊公最疼得小孩就是我...他完全不舍得打骂我..每次犯错他都不曾他过我...
还记得有一次,我和弟弟犯了个错，他拿着藤编想打我们...可是当他望着我是的那个眼神是那般的不舍...那藤编在空气中飘了很久却始终没打在我身上...不过却往我弟身上“靠“了...(写到这时已经在哭着了）。我永远也无法忘记那个不舍得眼神...
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
在几年前,我啊公突然说他的心脏有点痛...于是，我们就带他到医院检查...医生说他又心脏病，需要几十千的医药费...可能他不想花这大笔钱吧...他拒绝的这个提议...他当时很坚决的拒绝了...过后自己去买一些朋友说不错的要回来吃...是有好了很多...
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
有时候，我啊公是很固执...他说一就一...不得违背...所以很多时候他说what我们就符合他...尽量不让他生气...
说真的，近年来他真的改变了很多...不止我发现.就连我爸爸，婆婆，姑姑。。也这么说...
我真的很担心...我不想再失去任何的亲人...尤其是我家人！！！我不许！！！
不管付出任何的代价...生命都好...
如果一定要分开，那至少也等到他们享受的我给他们的生活吧！！！
我要努力赚钱给他们...给他们一个好的生活...
啊公...请你等我...好吗？
我亲爱的家人,也请你们等多些时候吧！！！我会很努力，很努力的...
没我的准许，不许离开我 !!! 听到吗?!!!!
我爱你们...!!!
订阅：
博文 (Atom)
.jpg)
