undang class

i go to daftar to learn car undang jor..haha...got so many pressure....lolx..this saturday i hv to go to hear the undang liao....so i cant work in jj in tat day...nvm....i wont waste my time to earn money d...haha..i oso gt another job d ma...go to kec work lo...wakakakaka...stil gt rm 28 ma..i hours rm 4...ok la..not bad liao lo....batter than ntg to do lo...
erm....yesterday my fren tell me when i didnt go to work..the manager to cum to our counter...n walk very slow....haiz..how can?!!!i very"gek dong"...at the same time the padini authentics d marketing bside me...he look very suprise when he c my so "gek dong"...haha...than i told my fren....if today i didnt c him...i will gv up now!!!....
so???u all guess i gt c him boh?haha...




answer is no!!!...so tat i really gv up jor lo...erm...mayb u all dono wat im thinking...but i really gv up jor lo...not im easy to gv up a ppl...i gt hurt b4...so i dowan to gt hurt again...i hate tat feeling...so hurt...so...if i noe tat tis"an lian"will nt hv a happy ending...i will quickly to gv up...tis is the way i protect myself dun gt hurt anymore...
now my heart jz like a custle...got a tick wall around my custle...now i try to control myself dun simply open the door to any ppl...i learn to b "chan ren"..."jue"...although i hate now d me...but tis is the way to protect myself.....but i wont simply hurt ppl la...at least now i didnt hurt any1...
i will try to b stronger...than my dear fren will nt "dan xin" me....lolx..

忙碌的一天

今天，我一进到JUSCO时，看见的是一整片寂静的商场...本来以为今天将会是烦闷，没买卖的一天...哪知，今天总共买了两千多...嗯，只有两的客人哦...也就是说一个客人买一千多...才买给小孩子叻，要这么大的手笔吗？小孩在一下子就长大了...真不懂他们...不过也要很感谢他们给我们生意做...哈哈...
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到了晚上6点，突然有个人走向我，一只手拿着纸，一只手推着troli...然后对我开了几个玩笑后便说那是我们的货...开玩笑！！！ 17 箱的货叻...做到明天都做不完啦...更惨的是我是个新人，没人在谁教我怎么做啊？啊....我快崩溃了...

还好过了不久我朋友回来了...于是，我就全部交给他咯...谁叫我不会呢...我只懂一些些...

到了晚上10点,看看了手表我才发现原来我已经整整折了接近3个小时的衣服了...你们能想象在家里我是一个完全不折衣服的人吗？！现在我竟然能折这么久...真实奇迹叻 !!!哈哈...

可是，折衣服真的很闷...动作来来去去都是一样的...sienzzzz....我是个很容易厌烦的人....这种折衣服的工作还真是不适合我...可是美的选择...谁叫我领人家的工钱...haiz....

最后想说....

我真得很讨厌折衣服！！！
很闷！！！

cry...~!!!

yesterday my hand kena hit....stil bongka leh...haiz...so sui...i 1day kena hit 3 times...but the last time more heavy...i straight away cry there....T.T...i cry nt bcoz my hand pain...is bcoz i hate myself...i hate myself y i cant control my heart...y i so stupid...y i so weak...i hate myself...n my heart...
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after i cry...i better jor...long time no cry liao...i think properly jor...i gv up him liao(now trying,in prossesing)....i will try my best d...no happy ending d thing i wont put much attention on it d....XD....khoo yee kuon...gambateh....
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erm...today 13 jan 2008...i really didnt go to find him jor..haha...now i really xia ding je xin gv up him jor leh...haha...i think this few week will hv a good news gua...lolx..hope so....
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anywhere,frens...now im ok...today chiew choon n pek jin oso gt cum to c me..u can ask them...im fine...dun worried about me...i will train to b strong d...u all will gambateh to me d rite?haha...hear my good news soon ya...love all the ppl view my blog n my fren...muakx....

我最爱的歌，也最能形容我的心情

后来 我总算学会了如何去爱
可惜你早已远云 消失在人海
后来 终于在眼泪中明白
有些人 一旦错过就不再
栀子花白花瓣 落在我蓝色百褶裙上
爱你 你轻声说 我低下头闻见一阵芬芳
那个永恒的夜晚 十七岁仲夏
你吻我的那个夜晚
让我往后的时光 每当有感叹
总想起当天的星光
那时候的爱情 为什么就能那样简单
而又是为什么 人年少时
一定要让深爱的人受伤
在这相似的深夜里 你是否一样
也在静静追悔感伤
如果当时我们能 不那么倔强
现在也不那么遗憾
你都如何回忆我 带着笑或是很沉默
这些年来 有没有人能让你不寂寞后来
我总算学会了如何去爱
可惜你早已远云 消失在人海后来
终于在眼泪中明白 有些人
一旦错过就不再永远不会再重来
有一个男孩 爱着那个女孩

working DAYS.....

2008.1.1
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my 1st day work in jusco...
today is public holiday...so many ppl cum..haha...very bc...
coz after they go away me n my fren(work d fren) hv to faster go to arrange the shirt...
erm...actually tat da im nt very happi...coz b4 i go to work..my mum keep scolding me...until i go to jj....haiz...but nvm...i recover very fast...haha...im the stronger ma...lolx...
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2008.1.2
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today i take the afternun shift...from 1:30pm to 10:30pm...
b4 i go to work...i think tat today will like yesterday...so bc...but...
haiz...so sienz at there...dono wat to do..least ppl cum...nvm....the most important is...no leng zai cum here anymore leh...my eyes so pity...haiz..
not only tat...my leg stil very very pain...i stand 4 8 hours a day leh...how can will nt pain leh...T_T..so pity...i hours jz rm 5....my leg stil stand until bongka...X(....
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2008.1.3
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in tis day...my mum oso stil scolding me.....i work 4 3 days she scold 3 days...oso dono wat she scold...haiz..i earn money 3 decrease their "fu dan" she stil scold me...dono i so hardworking 4 wat...i keep asking myself...than,today de working stil like 2008.1.2...least ppl...haiz...i keep find sumthing 4 me to do...cant play hp..cant often talk with ppl...so sienz...ntg to do...i keep fold the shirt...
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2008.1.4
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tis day is my ex de birthday..i curi curi send him a msg to him when i working(go to fitting room)...but he didnt reply...X(...mayb he stil angry..dono y de sum guys nowaday so "xiao qi"....haha...today i jz sell rm10 nia(actuAlly nt sell..is the ppl cum to change the shirt but hv to pay more money)..T_T...so pity...anywhere..my gaji stil the same...
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2008.1.5
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today,got a good news...haha..b4 i go back to home(9:30 am to 5:30 pm)..i count i hv sell how many thing..than haha..is more than 6 hundred...lolx... so happy..jz adternun onli...hope at nite can sells more la...after i go back...my mum ask me weither i gt buy the coupon to my bro mou..coz my bro say he didnt gt...i tell her got..i hv send the coupon num to him..n ask him weither can in mou....but he didnt reply me...n i throw the cupon away liao...haiz...finaly...he say he cant c my msg...argh....the rm 10 has fly away liao lo...i very very angry....the stupid..f he cant c my msg..no nid to delete want..jz change the sim card than can c liao lo...y he delete..n y i throw...aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....so angry now !!!!i really want to scold ppl....kanasai...but cant say rude d word..mz si wen....anywhere..pls 4gv me la..jz 1 time onli........................................................." SHIT !!! ".....................................................................................

生离死别

常听人家说“一个人在要离开这个世界上时，常会做出一些他往常不会做的事，情绪也会大大的改变..."。你有听过吗？
其实我是蛮相信的...因为有几次的经历了...
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最近，我发现我公公的态度甚至情绪360度的改变....会是像我想的那样吗？
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从小，我啊公最疼得小孩就是我...他完全不舍得打骂我..每次犯错他都不曾他过我...
还记得有一次,我和弟弟犯了个错，他拿着藤编想打我们...可是当他望着我是的那个眼神是那般的不舍...那藤编在空气中飘了很久却始终没打在我身上...不过却往我弟身上“靠“了...(写到这时已经在哭着了）。我永远也无法忘记那个不舍得眼神...
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在几年前,我啊公突然说他的心脏有点痛...于是，我们就带他到医院检查...医生说他又心脏病，需要几十千的医药费...可能他不想花这大笔钱吧...他拒绝的这个提议...他当时很坚决的拒绝了...过后自己去买一些朋友说不错的要回来吃...是有好了很多...
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有时候，我啊公是很固执...他说一就一...不得违背...所以很多时候他说what我们就符合他...尽量不让他生气...
说真的，近年来他真的改变了很多...不止我发现.就连我爸爸，婆婆，姑姑。。也这么说...
我真的很担心...我不想再失去任何的亲人...尤其是我家人！！！我不许！！！
不管付出任何的代价...生命都好...
如果一定要分开，那至少也等到他们享受的我给他们的生活吧！！！
我要努力赚钱给他们...给他们一个好的生活...
啊公...请你等我...好吗？
我亲爱的家人,也请你们等多些时候吧！！！我会很努力，很努力的...
没我的准许，不许离开我 !!! 听到吗?!!!!
我爱你们...!!!