pRinCeSs LaDy

终于变得有点女人味了

2009-10-11T00:01:00.004+08:00

哈哈！終於被稱讚有女人味了。。。不再是可愛了。。。。好開心哦

tired~~~

2009-10-10T23:43:00.004+08:00

（take at sungai wang)

last weekend i accompany my fren shelly go sungai wang to meet her bf.....the sei guai Owen Lim....u know how he discribe us?me like panda...Hui Ting like buffalo....Hui Mei like monkey...Hui Pin like elephant....his gf like Snow white...Wakao...he really kns.....Heng....he better pray for hiself wont meet me anymore...if not i really dono isit i will control myself not to kill him
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T_T .....
tis few day i jz slp for 4 hours.....
its so tired for me leh.......coz hv to take care xiao jing la.,...
haiz......but my mum oso quite pity la...if i din help her she hv to take care 2 baby jor....
suan le ba.....im her daugther...i hv the responsibility
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STPMnear by le.....so scary!!!!!!hvent do revision yet leh....
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dono how many days without him" le.....haiz......dowan think so much.......jz let it pass through ba.....aaaa...pay attention on study pls~~~

轻松

2009-09-16T23:11:00.000+08:00

whoosssssss....终于轻松点了...考试----终于告段落咯....
最近一直面对那犹如山般重的课业，实在是令人喘不过气呢~~~
再加上家里又来了个小贝吡...睡的时间真是少之又少(人家很容易醒的）....
嘻嘻~~~谁叫偶那么喜欢贝吡呢....
keke....明天还要上学...
可是~~~~可是~~~~人家还不想睡啦....
呜呜~~~ ~~~
偶是熊猫。。。
偶是熊猫。。。
偶是熊猫。。。
偶是熊猫。。。
偶是熊猫。。。
好啦...人家去睡就是了...
真受不了内心的挣扎....
=p....

tired

2009-09-11T23:05:00.003+08:00

this few days im so tired.....
want to take care baby summore nid to face my exam.....
i hv count jor.....i think 1 day i slp less than 4 hours....
now i noe how tired was my mum last time....
luckly i stil hvent hv my own child....
if nt i sure faint de....
haha.......~~~
alehlya.....luckily today i hv take over my pp le....
whoooosssss......now almost free le....

Baby~~~

2009-09-08T21:31:00.004+08:00

今天，我家里又多了个成员咯...
嘻嘻~~~那就是我那宝贝小晶的弟弟咯-----小杰
真的很高心...至少我家里又增添一份色彩了...
因为有了他，我家里实在“热闹”不少啊!
小杰他真的像极了她姐姐小的时候...
哈哈....
不管怎样,我还是一样爱他的...
因为~~~~~~我爱小孩嘛~~~

几时才能生一个呢？
唉~~~~~~

2009-09-06T22:07:00.003+08:00

haiz....jz finished work.....so tired....
my leg both oso pain le la.....
today really walaoeh de many ppl....
work non stop de.....but...salery stil so cheap...haiz
bc till drink oso din hv enuf time....

keke....saw the picture ter?
my aunty gv me de....
coz she say my hand to kasar jor.....
T_T......din take care myself well ma...
not i want de ma.....
wuwu.......my aunty say...."u hv to start bao yang from now le...U c,now ur skin more worst than me.....u should 反省from now le...."

U c.....so sad.......wuwu......i will start 反省liao de.....from now start i will cha lotion everyday n take enuf slp.....hope my hei yan quan will faster gone......yeah...whorray......Stop here le...tata....

part time promoter wanted~~

2009-09-05T23:23:00.002+08:00

jz finished from work.....
quite tired....
boh bian....who call i promise my aunty jor....
oh ya.....forget to say bout tat...
Got any1 wan to hv a part time job?
jz work on friday,sunday and saturday...
at The Store Klang......
jz work for September n Octorber....
if u interested just find me or add me----princess_lady4590@hotmail.com
you also can contact my num-----0169464586....

Thankx ya.....XD....

ok la......want go oi oi le....2moro morning shift....T_T.....
Good nitez everyone....

Ｕｐｄａｔｅｄ

2009-09-05T00:44:00.006+08:00

haha....finally...I update my blog jor....
Sorry to all my fren ya...least update my blog....
now is 12.46 am le......stil quite siprit de..XD
jz finished chat with my ai ya lao gong n xiao junz.....
wuwu.....finally today can rest well le...
tis week kip facing the exam till my brain wan boom le....
hate exam.....its kill my brain cell.....
my pity brain cells hv berkorban to tis exam jor....
anywer.....i stil hv to tahan till 16 of sept....
than,isit after that i can rest jor?
answer is CANT de....
stil hv to prepare for my STPM....argh...

Erm....actually im not expect to in malaysia U
but i more expect to in singapore U
mayb influence by Maria.....
but.....im worried about my English standard n the cos.....
haiz.....

Haiyo......dun think too much la....
stil hv long time for me to consider.....
2moro stil nid to work.....
hope tis september faster over ba....
den i can release from exam n my work le....

Oops.....forget to tell you all.....im now working at The Store Klang
as a part time promoter....im work at baby department....the name called
"freedom"...its 100% cotton de lor....till tis Sept only lo...keke

And.....who interested to find cheap GEO lens u cn cum to ask me...
i can intro for you....for Nudy de jz need rm 22.....XD

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ｇｏｏｄ　ｎｉｇｈｔ　ａｌｌ．．．．
ｈｖ　ａ　ｓｗｅｅｔ　ｄｒｅａｍ．．．．

可不可以爱我--------卢学叡

2009-09-05T00:41:00.001+08:00

为什麽如此的安静
为什麽明明想靠近却还在迟疑
努力的我保持镇定努力开拓话题
最後却溃不成军

为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛怎麽都是你

你可不可以爱我可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我快乐还是寂寞

为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛怎麽都是你

你可不可以爱我可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我快乐还是寂寞

想念燃烧个不停
我快只剩灰烬
你是我的呼吸

你可不可以爱我可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我可不可以看我
我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我能给我什麽
快乐还是寂寞

低调--------张栋梁

2009-09-05T00:40:00.001+08:00

嬉笑打闹拥抱留下了那么多开心合照
互相取暖依靠熬过了最低潮
一起生活也一起埋怨过走过最好与最糟
我在心里想的不用说明你知道

晨昏日夜颠倒这房子突然没从前热闹
散落一地微笑没有人去打扫
感情很微妙再多付出也好再多关心都徒劳
爱从来就没有固定的轨道
它最后停在哪里谁知道

我的难过是如此低调因为不想打扰
我在寂寞的墙角努力的对自己好
你用微笑回报朋友或情人不重要
我的悲伤是如此低调傻子才会哭闹
就算你发现也好我想你一定会选择
假装不知道只怕我自己的掩饰不够好

晨昏日夜颠倒这房子突然没从前热闹
散落一地微笑没有人去打扫
感情很微妙再多付出也好再多关心都徒劳
爱从来就没有固定的轨道
它最后停在哪里谁知道

我的难过是如此低调因为不想打扰
我在寂寞的墙角努力的对自己好
你用微笑回报朋友或情人不重要
我的悲伤是如此低调傻子才会哭闹
就算你发现也好我想你一定会选择
假装不知道只怕我自己的掩饰不够好

我的难过是如此低调因为不想打扰
我在寂寞的墙角努力的对自己好
你用微笑回报朋友或情人不重要
我的悲伤是如此低调傻子才会哭闹
就算你发现也好我想你一定会选择
假装不知道难道是我对我自己不够好

身骑白马---------徐佳莹

2009-09-05T00:39:00.001+08:00

我爱谁跨不过从来也不觉得错
自以为抓著痛总会修成爱的果
偏执相信著受诅咒的水晶球
阻挡可能心动的理由

而你却靠近了逼我们视线交错
原地不动或向前走突然在意这分钟
眼前荒沙弥漫了等候
耳边传来孱弱的呼救
追赶要我爱的不保留

我身骑白马走三关
我改换素衣过中原
放下西凉没人管
我一心只想王宝钏

如果我变成回忆-------Tank

2009-09-05T00:37:00.002+08:00

累了照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了心跳在梦中
不听话的就停止了
听着呼吸像浪潮摆动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心
如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你我不怪你

快乐什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的最舍不得

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心
如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你
如果我变成回忆最怕我太不争气
顽固的赖在空气霸占你心里每一寸空隙
原来依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平请你尽力把我忘记

情歌------梁静茹

2009-09-05T00:34:00.003+08:00

时光是琥珀泪一滴滴被反锁
情书再不朽也磨成沙漏
青春的上游白云飞走苍狗与海鸥
闪过的念头潺潺的溜走

命运好幽默让爱的人都沉默
一整个宇宙换一颗红豆
回忆如困兽寂寞太久而渐渐温柔
放开了拳头反而更自由

慢动作缱绻胶卷重播默片定格一瞬间
我们在告别的演唱会说好不再见

你写给我我的第一首歌
你和我十指紧扣默写前奏
可是那然后呢
还好我有我这一首情歌
轻轻的轻轻哼着哭着笑着
我的天长地久

命运好幽默让爱的人都沉默
一整个宇宙换一颗红豆
回忆如困兽寂寞太久而渐渐温柔
放开了拳头反而更自由

长镜头越拉越远越来越远事隔好几年
我们在怀念的演唱会礼貌的吻别

你写给我我的第一首歌
你和我十指紧扣默写前奏
可是那然后呢
还好我有我这一首情歌
轻轻的轻轻哼着哭着笑着
我的天长地久

陪我唱歌清唱你的情歌
舍不得短短副歌心还热着
也该告一段落
还好我有我下一首情歌
生命宛如静静的相拥的河
永远天长地久

straight is my personality

2009-09-04T23:05:00.003+08:00

What U need to do is :
1. Visit http://thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi
2. Type in your name
3. Sloganize after each questions
4. Done? Tag another 20 ppl! And don't forget to inform me ya :) I need some great laugh!

The Lucky 15 people I tag will be:
thw 1st 15 ppl who view my blog...haha(i oso dono who)
jz tag if u interested ba

1. What do you say to yourself every morning?
---is it today wan go to school?tired!!!!

2. What do you want other people to say about you?
---erm....dono....anything oso cal ba....i hv ard bored about what ppl hv say on me

3. Someone asked you out, your answer is...
---sorry......no money le~

4. How would you answer a booty call?
---dono.....suspect bout it

5. How would you introduce yourself to someone you really like?
---dono oso.....din face the problem b4....

6. To someone you dislike?
---jz smile to the ppl and wont say anything....

7. You're in a conversation and you suddenly feel the need to pee, how would you excuse yourself?
---just say"excuse me for a while"la....easy

8. Your parents ask you why you got home late, you say...
---go out dating with guy....tat nt what you all wan de meh?

9. You're failing a subject, you say...
---suan le ba........

10. The love of your life asks you to marry him/her, what do you say?
---oh no...its too fast for me...if you love me than pls wait me till im 28 ba....u can？

11. Your bf/gf is breaking up with you, you tell him/her...
---up to you ba...that your choice....i cant force you....

12. Someone told you you're an asshole, you tell them...
---if im asshole.....than how about you?a normal ppl will chat with asshole?idiot!~

13. What are the best words to describe you?
---straight forward

14. If you're going to have a movie about your life, the title is...
---i am who i am.....haha

15. Your last words before you die...
---hooray.....i get released d~

16. Your message to a special someone..
---take good care

17. Title of this post will be...
--- straight is my personality

HELP

2009-07-04T21:41:00.000+08:00

오 안돼 ... 난 .... 내 블로그를 업데이 트하는 데 시간이 오래 돼서 유감
하하 ... ... 바쁘다 바빠 최근 연구, 수업, 약속 여분 - 교과 활동과 사랑 ~
아마 내 친구들은 내가 바에 사랑하는 거 알지 때 매우 놀랄 것입니다 ...
하지만, 난 정말 내 사랑은 ... 게시하고 싶지 않아
아마도 나는 그것을 사랑하기 때문에 지하 시도하지 않았 다구요!
느낌이 아주 좋은 놀이 ~ ~ ~ ~
물론, 그것은 단점이있습니다 ...
예를 들어, 더 이상 친구가 내 기쁨과 슬픔을 공유하고 ...
여러 차례에 걸쳐이 느낌을 포기하고 싶을 때 ....
왜냐하면 난 그것을 원하지 않아요 ...
~ ~ ~ 난 자유롭게 지낼 수있을 때 하나님은 묻고 싶다?
하나님 ~ ~ ~ 내가 올 때 욕망을 가질 수 있습니까?
~ ~ ~ 내가 언제 당신은 내가 하나님을 실현 묻고 싶다 묻고 싶다 모두 내?
난 정말 필요袮, 나의 하나님!

boring life

2009-05-15T19:15:00.005+08:00

aaaaa.....long time din update my blog jor......
not bcoz im too bc...
not bcoz of im too lazy....
tat bcoz im too bored.....ntg to do....
how cum my life will so boring?
everyday study.....exam....help mummy take care baby....
eat....bath.....slp.....
aaaaaa......my life is so meaningless,,,,
nowaday....im so stress....n conufuse...
stress bcoz stpm is coming jor...stil left hal year only...
confuse bcoz dono want to continue o nt....
everyday when i wake up...i sure ask myself...
"is it u want kip on study?"
haiz.......so kns de question....
dowan study oso study till now jor...how i gv up o....
want me to waste my time meh?
But,im nt interest in study....i hate study....
wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuw........
who can help me o.....
when can i leave tis kind of life wor....
aaaaaaaaaaa.....wanna die soon !!!

討厭

2009-03-26T20:14:00.002+08:00

每次將我重朋友多過重家人...可你懂為什么嗎？
因為只有他們會聽我說...聽我分享我的快樂...傷心...
他們會哄我開心...陪我做些我想做的事情...
可你們呢？
每天只會講我...罵我...
我不管你心里是多么的愛我...關心我...
但，你知道你用錯了方式嗎？
你們只會令到我加深我的罪惡感...
我現在要求的不是你們的愛或關心了...
我要的只是在你們罵了我后才給我的冷靜...
如果你們給不到我要的東西,,,那就給我個安靜的天空....
如果你們要我對著人生還充滿希望的話...
不然，你們可以繼續用現在的方式對待我...
如果我不重視你們...我不會因為你們而哭泣（只因你們）
如果我不重視你們...就不會每天讀那么多書（只因想讓你們過好生活）
如果我不重視你們...就不會這么煩（我的煩惱全都來自于你們）
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊....真討厭我自己！！！

S&J

2009-02-27T22:14:00.002+08:00

hehe....let u all c my new keyboard looks.......haha...cold leh.....XD....bu i like it so much....

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button

2009-02-27T21:54:00.006+08:00

昨天，我跟xin去看了一部很感人的電影...
電影名稱就叫做“The Curious Case of Benjamin Button”...
在這部戲里面最常看到的鏡頭就是生與死....
里頭還出現了句經典對白“如果你不知那人即將離開你，那你怎么會學會去珍惜他呢？”
真的很有意思....
如果沒“逝世”，哪來的“珍惜”....
人往往在失去某些事情是才會去懊悔自無知...

不管怎樣都好...這的確是不值得去看的電影...有空要去看哦...

ps:不過時間是長了點（170min)...

友誼

2009-02-20T23:11:00.002+08:00

最近，我發現跟她的感情已不再像以前那般的好了...她開始隱瞞我好多好多事情...這些事情我都懂...其實，我很想告訴她...出賣她的人不是我...而是他的好朋友...可是，我懂...就算說了...也不會有幫助的....只會讓她更加的傷心...有時我常常在想...為什么我的友誼就是那么的脆弱呢？常常因為誤會而分手...我有時那種不會去解釋的人...
俗話說：'不認識你的人不會聽你解釋，認識你的人是不會要聽你解釋的..."
我想，可能我們的友誼還不夠堅固吧！！

放心吧!

2008-12-15T20:01:00.002+08:00

昨天，我接到了一通电话....
内容是关于我姨她终于但下了名男婴....
当时的确是为她感到高兴....
原本照到的是女....X)
可是，今天却从我妈那里得知....
那名男婴有个兔唇....
搞得我姨丈整晚无法睡觉....
唉...的确是有点可惜...
希望他们可以早日看开....
问题始终有的解决的....
当心吧!

ps:小宝宝，不管怎样，你永远都是我们那可爱的宝宝哦...欢迎你加入我们这个大家庭...爱你哦...

2008-12-11T21:11:00.002+08:00

昨天又梦见他了
不知相隔了多久
可能他是我唯一
深爱过的人吧！
明知他不可靠近
可却无法控制自己
伤害一次又一次的造成
实在是遍体鳞伤了
他对我造成的伤害
令我无法忘怀
他说的话至今还留在我脑海里
唉～～～
真讨厌他
T_T

tag by xin again...haha

2008-11-24T22:07:00.004+08:00

1) Do you think you're hot?
i dont think so im hot....coz ntg to gv me to hot....T_T

2) Upload a favourite picture of you!

3) Why do you like that picture?
cause i miss them so much.....haizzzzzzz

4)When was the last time you ate pizza?
long time ago....i also 4gt jor....last week wat eat i also 4gt liao lo...

5)The last song you listen to?
clap-dongbangshinki(album T)

6)What are you doing right now beside this?
chat with fren.....edit-ing my pic lo....

7)What name would you prefer besides yours?
erm.....kuon?......jin?.....the most i like is...."DEAR".....wakakakakaka

5 people you tag:
ama
ren jie
vliang
li hui
lay kian

8)Who is number 1?
ama lo.....she is my cute grandma....sumtimes sumthing wrong de

9)Number 3 is having a relationship with?
dono...you go to ask him lo....i think he wont hv relationship with any1....coz nobody want him..haha

10)Say something about number 5?
pretty.....good....1 of my best fren....haha....hope she can recover soon.....gambateh

11)How about number 4?
a cute girl.....alays c her smile de....haha...

12)Who is number 2?
ren jie lo....my fren.....coz jz chat with him so put his name there....wakkakakaka...

~ hIm ~

2008-11-24T21:49:00.003+08:00

last saturday.....i gt a news from a staff in jusco bukit tinggi....the girl said that.... ...... "mayb he won't work on jusco bukit tinggi jor after training....mayb he will go to anoher outlet"
wah.....after heard wat she say....you noe....i reall can hear my heart break de sound leh.....argh...
stupid man....how come.....means i cant c him anymore lo....T_T.....
stupid GOD.....i hate you,GOD.....i don't care anymore....i want to scold you,GOD.....heng!!!now i dislike you liao....GOD no sayang me anymore.....last time you very sayang me de....but now....nt same liao.....GOD,you dowan to care me anymore....."wo tao yan ni...tao yan ni...tao yan ni"
you always make my xin shui de n dissappointed de lo......

haiz......

anyways....its show that me n him is mei yuan fen de......i admit liao la.....ok......

So,hope he can work better in other places.....hope can get he good news soon...
Gambateh ya....Nicholas....

RULES:

2008-11-17T21:47:00.002+08:00

1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

2. Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

tagged by : a xin...my best fren lo....XD

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? take revenge?
erm...i will jz leave him...

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
it will become what i want it to be....haha

3. What is your dream?
to seceed all my dream....

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
1)give daddy,mummy,grandpa,grandma...
2)buy all the thing i want
3)save
4)donate to those who need lo

5. Will you u fall in love with your best friend?
sure i will....feeling is diffucult to control de...but not now!

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
loved by someone....coz i felt tired to love some1 ard...its too hard 4 me...i think loved by some1 is better

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
erm...i dono how long i will...jz c when i love others....haha

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
than wait him to move on lo...im very"bei dong" de...if he didnt move on i also wont do anything...

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
i think i will act myself...coz i just want to be myself

10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
sure will la...if they want to come...coz im very big square de...

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time.?
a success de woman...nv qiang ren....

12. What's your fear?
myslef

13. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
see my window....coz.....it's too light....argh....

14. Would you give all in a relationship?
no....cause i scare already....its too scary jor...

15. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
depend on who love me most....XD

16. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
don't know...see how much brain cells i stil have...

17.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
sure is single....i use it already..

18. If your girlfriend/boyfriend told u that she/he is actually a prince/princess,
i will jz "omg"....and"please married with me"....haha....jz kidding....
i will jz slap him and say"don't dream already...ok?"

NeRvOuS

2008-11-07T00:40:00.002+08:00

7.11.2008
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Haiyo...tis few days quite nervous leh....the final resuly came out jor...except math de paper 2....aaaaaaaaa.....scare cant get good result leh....coz i hv falied 1 subject....pengajian perniagaan....haiz...actually tis subject is quite hard 4 me...hv to remember many thing n law....quite boring...i hate to remember thing!=p....anywhere...i fell very happy coz my eko gt A jor...i felt very lucky....thankx 4 the god who bless me la....wakakakaka...hope oso my math will get good result la...coz i really put all my attention on math de leh...tats only the subject i very hardworking on it.....plzzzzzzzzz......

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6.11.2008
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tis saturday n sunday i hv to work jor....erm...actually got sum regret de lo...y i promise my supervisor so earlier.....haiz.....kns la....now u c la...everytime my fren invite me to go out oso cant...make them quite dissappointed leh....yo.....the shit project.....y y y?y so "cong dong"....
but hor...if let me choose again...i will do the same dicide oso....coz....coz...coz....MONEY is very important leh...now i nid money leh..if go out with fren hor stil nid money u noe.....==.....aaaaaaaa........money money money......y u dowan back to me here....cum n back liao la...i nid u now....!!!

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5.11.2008
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last few days b4....i saw a programme in astro 316.....its name is "jiu shi yao kai yun".....it's talk about horuscope,future n ....de....actually i quite believe on it coz wat the teacher say de quite rite la.....haha....
actually b4 tat i fell tat i gto sum feeling with sum1.....jz want to try to accept him...but...suddenly...the tcher say:"tis 2 month hv XXXXXX hv to b careful...coz u will confuse 4sumthing like your feeling,love....."i think mayb she is said about the guy gua.....

erm...after a few day talk with tis guy....i oso feel tat he is nt very suitable 4 me lo.........erm....although he is quite mature la...but....erm...haiyo...dono how to say la...

jz like wat i said to my fren....although sumtime single will feel boring....but i better than couple....no nid to b so troublesum....no nid to think so much.....suckzzzz......single is very good n suitable 4 me lo....very free....jz like wat i say to me supervisor....i can go where i like....clubbing...disco....pub...watever i like....nobody will tie me up....haha...i oso can c lengzai...wakakaka...no nid to worried tat my bf will unhappy....=p.....coz im :hua ci"leh.....cant stop c guys de.....wakakakaka.....
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soft cat become a fierce tiger

2008-10-27T21:42:00.004+08:00

“幸福，我要的幸福...."
幸福，它现在离我好远好远...
远到我就要察觉不到它的存在了.....
近来的我有很大的改变....
就连朋友也这么说....
不只外再改变了...就连内在也是...
若有的从来的话,我宁愿回到从前....
每天和弟弟吵吵闹闹的....抢电视遥控器....抢玩具...抢这抢那的...
虽然那时生活么现在那么的轻松...但至少不愁吃穿....很悠闲自在....
现在的生活跟以前比较起来是轻松了很多...可是，钱有了，麻烦就来了....
女人,坏朋友一个接一个的来...
好像知道为什么有些人就是要那么的犯贱呢？
身为女人的我不禁要看不起你们....
没男人就不能活吗？干嘛要那么贱呢？
我不说话，不骂人...不代表我好欺负,无知...ok?
真大眼睛看，我不是那么懦弱的人...
不骂，打你们是因为我是有受教育的...而且我也受教...
不像有些授高等教育的...行为举止却是那么的不堪入目....

人的忍耐力是有限的...我想....我的忍耐力已要到了极限...
希望那些“狐狸们”赶快找回他们的自知自明....不要再执迷不悟了...
以免成“精”....

2008-08-09T22:59:00.002+08:00

又来了...又来了...以前的一切又回来了...
为什么？!!!为什么？！！！有人可以告诉我吗?
我了解我妈的心痛...我真的了解...
我真得很希望我的家庭可以回到从前...
我到底该怎么做？
我妈，她是个非常负称职的妈妈...她非常的勤劳，照顾这个家庭...
说真的...她除了比较不会打扮,啰嗦之外，就没其他缺点了...
我真不懂我爸嫌她那里不好了...
我真的好想哭...但，我哭不出...
不懂是不是长到了的关系...没那么容易哭了...
而且，现在的我很难用言语来形容...
不管如何，我想对我妈说：“妈，我永远爱你...虽然我每次顶撞你...但，每人能够取代你在我心目中的位置..."
还有爸：“好好珍惜你的老婆...夫妻的缘分是要修几千年的...既然你选折了他就要好好照顾她一辈子...”
最后,不管怎样我都会好好捍卫我着得来不易的家庭的...不会给任何人来破坏...我会站得比别人更直，更坚强...

好消息

2008-08-07T22:11:00.002+08:00

好吧...说了那么多不开心的事情...就让我宣布个不一样的吧....
我,放弃他咯...我的心自由了...
虽然自前还想要在见他一面...想看看他怎样了...
不过，我想通了...见了他又如何呢?
嗯...现在的我只想把注意力放在我的课业上...
所以暗恋或谈恋爱这回事就暂时抛诸脑后吧...
XD....

烦烦烦

2008-08-07T21:41:00.002+08:00

现在的我，就像飞翔在空中的鸟儿...不知要飞往哪个方向...
有时候我在想，到底要不要继续读中六呢？这是一段漫长的路...
如果不要继续又不能做些什么...若选择做工的话薪水肯定不高...
哎,好烦哦...好像现在可以到没人的地方去大喊一顿...去发泄发泄...
现在的我的确有很多压力...
而且，最近我发现我改变了很多...不再像以前的我了...
以前的我回去捣乱...老师已不再就回去玩弄同学，kacao朋友...
可是,现在的我...一有时间就赶快拿起功课来做...没有兴致跟朋友说话...
有时更不想说话...只想静静一个人...有时一听见朋友说渴望谈恋爱，
就会觉得干吗要有男友？自己一个人不就很好吗？
现在的我已经把所有的时间放在课业上了哪有时间去谈恋爱啊？
可也都已经有够烦的了，还要烦另一伴的事情？哇，想象不到...
恋爱这回事还是暂时别来烦我好了...
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊...读书读书...
到底要读书还是工作啊？
读书的话要选国际贸易或者大众媒体啊？
烦烦烦....
妈都不知怎么搞得...没看到女儿我这么烦了还每天找我吵架...
真是的...有时真想离开这个家...有时真地向他到底是不是重男轻女...
每次都将错套在颈上...不管做什么事错的总是我....
有时真想大声得跟他说：“我到底是不是你的女儿？”
“你够了吗？”“让我竟一点好吗？"
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊...但，不能这么做...
真的好像有个肩膀让我好好的，放肆的大哭，大喊一顿...
现在的我好讨厌自己...真的好讨厌...

我就是我，没变的我

2008-07-07T22:25:00.002+08:00

已经7个月多了...对你的思念始终还是一样...嗯，或许有点变质了吧...只是自己还没察觉到...原本以为已经忘了你的我可以潇洒的去曾经有你的地方...但，事实还是残忍的...我还是会不停的去搜寻你的背影...曾有几次还误认你了，当时还差点哭了呢...观察了许久后才知道不是...挺失望的...
有时候我在想...自己到现在还忘不了你可能是因为还没找到可以取代你的对象吧...我想，要找恩取代你还真是满难的...不然怎么到现在还是...呢？
~*希望可以在与你见面...*~

忙

2008-06-25T19:04:00.002+08:00

很久没来update我的blog了...没办法咯...升上了中六很忙嘛...压力也很大叻...
每天忙着做数学功课...补习...准备要present的东西...
唉，算了呗...忍一忍就会过了...猜不到一年多的时间嘛（在安慰着自己）...T_T
最近，我去染发了...染了一头深紫色的头发...哈哈...
首次染头发还真紧张...怕去到学校被老师抓之外又怕染了不美...
不过幸好染出来的效果还蛮满意的...不会太明显之外颜色有蛮漂亮的...
不枉费我把第一次献给了它...哈哈...真想让自己来个大改革...
厌倦了现在的自己...
嗯,有时真得很想放弃现在的学业，干脆去工作算了...
但，又不甘心赚那么少的钱...真是矛盾...=.=
真讨厌现在这样的自己...根本就不知道要做些什么...
根本就没有方向...就像迷失了的小鸟在天空中乱飞...
aaaaaaaa...好恨阿...
真希望我可以早日找到目标定下来...
=[

放弃

2008-03-05T22:50:00.002+08:00

嗯,今天跟lixin Jusco Bukit Tinggi逛街...

对我来说今天可是我人生中花最多钱的一天叻...哈哈...

真是破天荒花这么多钱...还真有点心痛...

不知这样叻，我的脚也很痛!!!

俗话说得好:"女人爱美不要命..."谁教我爱没穿高跟鞋...

真是自讨苦吃....不值得可怜...

到了晚上6点，就一起去kingary吃东西咯，没办法,独自投诉了...

哪里知道吃到一般就让我看到我的梦中情人...nhys...

haiz...身边又有一个女的...说真的,心没有疼...

看见他们坐在一起我的心真的没有痛...

lixin看到它后就跟我说“yeekuon我终于知道你要的类型了..."

haha...他跟我之前喜欢的一位真的蛮像的...

都是有气质...负责人的气质...成熟，稳重的气质...

同一时间,那该死的音乐竟然以直播“我爱你...我爱你..."

真是够你*妈#￥鸭蛋%@~的...haiz...

~*逆向谈恋爱是因为从家里你得不到你足够的爱...可能你贪心...

可能你缺乏爱...*~

*~只要看见我身边的人幸福，我就会很快乐...

至于我自己的幸福,我觉得不重要...因为我的

快乐就来自于我周围的人~*

~*就让我再说最后一次我爱你吧!!!

Nicholas Hong Yoong Shien.....

我爱你！！！*~

*~从这一秒开始，我的心不再为你而跳动...

我的脑袋装的再也不会是你...我的眼睛再

也不会有你的影子...我的嘴巴再也不会说

出你的名字...我将会把你在我脑海里的点

点滴滴说在我的记忆卡里面...~*

~*希望我能做到以上我所写的东西...*~

不懂

2008-03-02T13:53:00.002+08:00

最近在收看一部戏剧...
在收看期间,我突然觉得有些戏剧太过于天真,浪漫,不切实际...
可能我已经长大了吧！中觉得自己不能在沉醉在自己的幻想中了...
做人要成熟点...不知何时的我开始从天真转换成成熟了...
虽然有时表现得很幼稚,但那只是要掩饰我自己...
我真的很恨我自己...为什么要这样的虚伪呢？
为什么我就那样怕人家知道我的心在想些什么呢？
我怕！！！我不想！！！因为，我自私！！！
可能曾经被伤害，背叛过吧...
我的心到现在还是被厚厚的一到墙给封闭着...
直到我心事的人大概只有几个人吧！！！

臭胃！！！我恨你！！！

2008-02-18T20:04:00.002+08:00

臭胃，我要跟你说...够了！！！
我受够你了！！！
人的忍耐力是有限的...你别太过分...
从前年开始,你就变得一点也不安分...
时常与风做朋友...还请它进来做客...
没得到我的允许就擅自让它进来...很不尊重我...
不仅这样..还时常搞到我头昏脑胀...
动不动就像晕，想吐...还泻肚子...
够了...我受够你了...
有种就跟我担挑!!!
来啦!!!有种的话就弄到我吐血...
或者得到癌症（胃癌）...
反正我不怕死（怕鬼罢了嘛）
要搞就搞大点...
不然就别乱跟我邀请它进来！！！

stop!!!

2008-02-13T23:36:00.003+08:00

i hate to hear ur call!!!
i hate to hear ur sound!!!
i hate to hear anything from him!!!
jz want to tell u...stop telling me about him d thing!!!
STOP!!!
y everytime when i answer ur call u sure will tell me about him d thing...
y?!!!
i try my best to 4gt him...but u keep remind me!!!its kejam to me u noe?
wat u want me to do...if u want me to accept u...no nid to do this kind of childish de things d...
i cant!!!i imppossible!!!i wont!!!i dowan to accept u!!!
u noe y?
coz u r his fren!!!
plz tell him...if he want to say sumthing pls think properly...
dun simply say out from his mouth...
bastard!!!...shit!!!...7181...

friendship

2008-02-13T23:25:00.002+08:00

finally v talk all the thing to u liao...ki....

really really qing song liao many....

erm...v r stil good fren rite?like last time?

ok?anyways...i will try my best to build our relationship like last time d...

hope our frenship will tong guo tis time d kao yan...

anyways...i would like to b u all d tong sampah....

gt any rubbish jz throw to me here...i hv the maggic can let u all

unhappy d thing bcum happy...change negative to positive...

im the best tong sampah 4 u all...

i will always bside u all d...

i,khoo yee kuon love lim cheng khee n chan li xin so much...

hope our frenship will b long lasting...

对不起。。。

2008-02-13T23:17:00.003+08:00

直想告诉你一声对不起...都是我的错！！！没清楚地告诉你时间...
还害你被双亲骂...都是我害的...
Ren Jie...对不起...
Qiao Yi...对不起...害你白走一趟...

真的真地对你们感到很惭愧，愧疚..

原谅我...

昨天整晚都睡不好...一直愧疚到早上...不管睡前或起床都在想着...很头痛...很辛苦...

shit!!!

2008-02-07T22:55:00.000+08:00

..........................................................*~BaD nEwS~*........................................................
jz now go to check the ns list...i kena to go to SARAWAK...shit man...how can..so far...i dowan..i will try my best to escape d ...heng...u c la..i sure will try my best...argh...the kanasai d zheng fu...gv me near d i sure go d ma..gv me so far...u gv me money to cum back a?heng....

..........................................................~*gOoD nEwS*~......................................................
另一方面，我终于搞清楚自己的心了...原来自己对他的感觉只是简简单单的欣赏,并非自己想得那般复杂...哈哈...现在我的心舒服多了...不用浪费时间要我去放弃它...感觉自在多了...

单身的感觉真好...嗯，虽然是寂寞又缺乏安全感了些..但，谁能像我保证有了伴后就会不再寂寞或者有安全感了呢？现在的我想要看帅哥就看...想要欣赏谁就去欣赏...想要跟异性朋友几亲密都行..不用觉得愧疚...真自由自在...谁教我是个眼中对异性缺乏安全感的人...没办法..不想伤害自己有伤害别人的方法就是单身咯...反正我还蛮享受的...哈哈..可是我也不排侧随时paktor的咯...哈哈..是不是觉得我很反复无常叻...告诉你...我本来就是！！！我就是不想给人家动我再像什么做什么...我就是喜欢...

男人是一种难以抓摸的动物...

2008-02-01T23:04:00.000+08:00

有时真的很难了解到底他们要得是wat...
就像他一样...
为什么男人就这么花心...喜新厌旧...
家里明明就有一个很好的老婆了...
为什么就是要不停的搞外遇...
难道老婆不够好吗？！！！
每天起来一切事物都准备好好给他...饭菜也那好好给他...
凡事都为他着想.有什么好的都留给他...
这样的老婆不好吗???

男人是不是都那么地贪新鲜呢？
是不是摘不到的花朵永远比较香？
在他们眼中女人是不是就像一个玩具...而他们就是那玩具的主人(小孩子）...
"小孩子在还没得到玩具之前一直朝着要买，有时甚至不惜到店门口痴痴的等...
希望有天可以得到它...得到它后的前几个月就像宝似的珍惜...
过后很快的就将它给丢经冷宫...寻找另外的“心肝宝贝”...."

看着身边的人跟他的男友/丈夫的感情...以及自己家庭和本身的亲身体验...
令我很难/无法再去相信爱情...虽然我动辄实践还是有好男人存在的...
但我相信自己无法遇到这1个好男人...
10个男人只有一个好...真的很难找...
尤其像我这种严重缺乏安全感又被伤害过的女人...

真的很难去相信咯...
很难！！！

心里真得很矛盾...期待爱情却又怕再被受伤害...
这种感觉很辛苦...

神啊...可以让我向受与我爱的人在一起的滋味吗？

求求你...拜托你...

undang class

2008-01-24T22:06:00.000+08:00

i go to daftar to learn car undang jor..haha...got so many pressure....lolx..this saturday i hv to go to hear the undang liao....so i cant work in jj in tat day...nvm....i wont waste my time to earn money d...haha..i oso gt another job d ma...go to kec work lo...wakakakaka...stil gt rm 28 ma..i hours rm 4...ok la..not bad liao lo....batter than ntg to do lo...
erm....yesterday my fren tell me when i didnt go to work..the manager to cum to our counter...n walk very slow....haiz..how can?!!!i very"gek dong"...at the same time the padini authentics d marketing bside me...he look very suprise when he c my so "gek dong"...haha...than i told my fren....if today i didnt c him...i will gv up now!!!....
so???u all guess i gt c him boh?haha...

answer is no!!!...so tat i really gv up jor lo...erm...mayb u all dono wat im thinking...but i really gv up jor lo...not im easy to gv up a ppl...i gt hurt b4...so i dowan to gt hurt again...i hate tat feeling...so hurt...so...if i noe tat tis"an lian"will nt hv a happy ending...i will quickly to gv up...tis is the way i protect myself dun gt hurt anymore...
now my heart jz like a custle...got a tick wall around my custle...now i try to control myself dun simply open the door to any ppl...i learn to b "chan ren"..."jue"...although i hate now d me...but tis is the way to protect myself.....but i wont simply hurt ppl la...at least now i didnt hurt any1...
i will try to b stronger...than my dear fren will nt "dan xin" me....lolx..

忙碌的一天

2008-01-15T23:21:00.000+08:00

今天，我一进到JUSCO时，看见的是一整片寂静的商场...本来以为今天将会是烦闷，没买卖的一天...哪知，今天总共买了两千多...嗯，只有两的客人哦...也就是说一个客人买一千多...才买给小孩子叻，要这么大的手笔吗？小孩在一下子就长大了...真不懂他们...不过也要很感谢他们给我们生意做...哈哈...
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到了晚上6点，突然有个人走向我，一只手拿着纸，一只手推着troli...然后对我开了几个玩笑后便说那是我们的货...开玩笑！！！ 17 箱的货叻...做到明天都做不完啦...更惨的是我是个新人，没人在谁教我怎么做啊？啊....我快崩溃了...

还好过了不久我朋友回来了...于是，我就全部交给他咯...谁叫我不会呢...我只懂一些些...

到了晚上10点,看看了手表我才发现原来我已经整整折了接近3个小时的衣服了...你们能想象在家里我是一个完全不折衣服的人吗？！现在我竟然能折这么久...真实奇迹叻 !!!哈哈...

可是，折衣服真的很闷...动作来来去去都是一样的...sienzzzz....我是个很容易厌烦的人....这种折衣服的工作还真是不适合我...可是美的选择...谁叫我领人家的工钱...haiz....

最后想说....

我真得很讨厌折衣服！！！
很闷！！！

cry...~!!!

2008-01-14T01:09:00.000+08:00

yesterday my hand kena hit....stil bongka leh...haiz...so sui...i 1day kena hit 3 times...but the last time more heavy...i straight away cry there....T.T...i cry nt bcoz my hand pain...is bcoz i hate myself...i hate myself y i cant control my heart...y i so stupid...y i so weak...i hate myself...n my heart...
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after i cry...i better jor...long time no cry liao...i think properly jor...i gv up him liao(now trying,in prossesing)....i will try my best d...no happy ending d thing i wont put much attention on it d....XD....khoo yee kuon...gambateh....
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erm...today 13 jan 2008...i really didnt go to find him jor..haha...now i really xia ding je xin gv up him jor leh...haha...i think this few week will hv a good news gua...lolx..hope so....
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anywhere,frens...now im ok...today chiew choon n pek jin oso gt cum to c me..u can ask them...im fine...dun worried about me...i will train to b strong d...u all will gambateh to me d rite?haha...hear my good news soon ya...love all the ppl view my blog n my fren...muakx....

我最爱的歌，也最能形容我的心情

2008-01-08T22:09:00.000+08:00

后来我总算学会了如何去爱
可惜你早已远云消失在人海
后来终于在眼泪中明白
有些人一旦错过就不再
栀子花白花瓣落在我蓝色百褶裙上
爱你你轻声说我低下头闻见一阵芬芳
那个永恒的夜晚十七岁仲夏
你吻我的那个夜晚
让我往后的时光每当有感叹
总想起当天的星光
那时候的爱情为什么就能那样简单
而又是为什么人年少时
一定要让深爱的人受伤
在这相似的深夜里你是否一样
也在静静追悔感伤
如果当时我们能不那么倔强
现在也不那么遗憾
你都如何回忆我带着笑或是很沉默
这些年来有没有人能让你不寂寞后来
我总算学会了如何去爱
可惜你早已远云消失在人海后来
终于在眼泪中明白有些人
一旦错过就不再永远不会再重来
有一个男孩爱着那个女孩

working DAYS.....

2008-01-05T23:26:00.001+08:00

2008.1.1
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my 1st day work in jusco...
today is public holiday...so many ppl cum..haha...very bc...
coz after they go away me n my fren(work d fren) hv to faster go to arrange the shirt...
erm...actually tat da im nt very happi...coz b4 i go to work..my mum keep scolding me...until i go to jj....haiz...but nvm...i recover very fast...haha...im the stronger ma...lolx...
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2008.1.2
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today i take the afternun shift...from 1:30pm to 10:30pm...
b4 i go to work...i think tat today will like yesterday...so bc...but...
haiz...so sienz at there...dono wat to do..least ppl cum...nvm....the most important is...no leng zai cum here anymore leh...my eyes so pity...haiz..
not only tat...my leg stil very very pain...i stand 4 8 hours a day leh...how can will nt pain leh...T_T..so pity...i hours jz rm 5....my leg stil stand until bongka...X(....
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2008.1.3
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in tis day...my mum oso stil scolding me.....i work 4 3 days she scold 3 days...oso dono wat she scold...haiz..i earn money 3 decrease their "fu dan" she stil scold me...dono i so hardworking 4 wat...i keep asking myself...than,today de working stil like 2008.1.2...least ppl...haiz...i keep find sumthing 4 me to do...cant play hp..cant often talk with ppl...so sienz...ntg to do...i keep fold the shirt...
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2008.1.4
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tis day is my ex de birthday..i curi curi send him a msg to him when i working(go to fitting room)...but he didnt reply...X(...mayb he stil angry..dono y de sum guys nowaday so "xiao qi"....haha...today i jz sell rm10 nia(actuAlly nt sell..is the ppl cum to change the shirt but hv to pay more money)..T_T...so pity...anywhere..my gaji stil the same...
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2008.1.5
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today,got a good news...haha..b4 i go back to home(9:30 am to 5:30 pm)..i count i hv sell how many thing..than haha..is more than 6 hundred...lolx... so happy..jz adternun onli...hope at nite can sells more la...after i go back...my mum ask me weither i gt buy the coupon to my bro mou..coz my bro say he didnt gt...i tell her got..i hv send the coupon num to him..n ask him weither can in mou....but he didnt reply me...n i throw the cupon away liao...haiz...finaly...he say he cant c my msg...argh....the rm 10 has fly away liao lo...i very very angry....the stupid..f he cant c my msg..no nid to delete want..jz change the sim card than can c liao lo...y he delete..n y i throw...aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....so angry now !!!!i really want to scold ppl....kanasai...but cant say rude d word..mz si wen....anywhere..pls 4gv me la..jz 1 time onli........................................................." SHIT !!! ".....................................................................................

生离死别

2008-01-05T22:33:00.000+08:00

常听人家说“一个人在要离开这个世界上时，常会做出一些他往常不会做的事，情绪也会大大的改变..."。你有听过吗？
其实我是蛮相信的...因为有几次的经历了...
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最近，我发现我公公的态度甚至情绪360度的改变....会是像我想的那样吗？
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从小，我啊公最疼得小孩就是我...他完全不舍得打骂我..每次犯错他都不曾他过我...
还记得有一次,我和弟弟犯了个错，他拿着藤编想打我们...可是当他望着我是的那个眼神是那般的不舍...那藤编在空气中飘了很久却始终没打在我身上...不过却往我弟身上“靠“了...(写到这时已经在哭着了）。我永远也无法忘记那个不舍得眼神...
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在几年前,我啊公突然说他的心脏有点痛...于是，我们就带他到医院检查...医生说他又心脏病，需要几十千的医药费...可能他不想花这大笔钱吧...他拒绝的这个提议...他当时很坚决的拒绝了...过后自己去买一些朋友说不错的要回来吃...是有好了很多...
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有时候，我啊公是很固执...他说一就一...不得违背...所以很多时候他说what我们就符合他...尽量不让他生气...
说真的，近年来他真的改变了很多...不止我发现.就连我爸爸，婆婆，姑姑。。也这么说...
我真的很担心...我不想再失去任何的亲人...尤其是我家人！！！我不许！！！
不管付出任何的代价...生命都好...
如果一定要分开，那至少也等到他们享受的我给他们的生活吧！！！
我要努力赚钱给他们...给他们一个好的生活...
啊公...请你等我...好吗？
我亲爱的家人,也请你们等多些时候吧！！！我会很努力，很努力的...
没我的准许，不许离开我 !!! 听到吗?!!!!
我爱你们...!!!

today go to cameron highland...

2007-12-30T23:32:00.000+08:00

haha...today i go to cameron highland...i go there jz want to c leng zai nia...erm...but very dissappointed...today the lengzai didnt cum to help is mum....anywhere...after go to IPOH...i saw many many leng zai...haha...really very very leng zai 1...sum look like so smart...haha...my fren all say me look like hua ci..coz i will keep watching leng zai when i at outside...haha...if nt my eyes will bcum like sai...no semangat anymore...lolx...lets c the pic i take in cameron highland lo...lolx..so nice there..n the air oso...i love there so much...

手放开

2007-12-30T21:49:00.000+08:00

(甜蜜的回忆）

还记得我与他的相遇时在某天的一个夜晚...
他是我今生第一个真心爱过的人，也是在这17 年来伤我最深的人...
说真的，他追我的方式还蛮老土的...
嗯，那时很流行手机交友嘛...我就刚好与我的手机“男友”"分手"(那时还很幼稚）...就想说不想玩那些手机交友了要专心读书...就在那时刻，他sms给我了...开场白就是“我可以跟你做朋友嘛?"...而我的回答就是“若单纯交友肯定答应，若有别的企图就另请高明吧！"...结果，我们的缘分就开始了...
在我们做朋友时，他也有跟我的另一位朋友（甲君）sms...不过通常都是他们两个在聊天...我很少去找他，他也很少来找我...起初对他的感觉就像朋友般的普通...
直到有一天我的那位朋友（甲君）跟我说他告诉甲君说他喜欢上一个人了...
甲君很想知道那个人是谁但又不好意思去问就来拜托我的帮忙...
于是，当天晚上我便致电给他，刚好那是他喝醉了（被朋友灌醉的...他酒量很差）...我就去套他的话...结果却得到个晴天霹雳的答案...是我 !!!
得到答案后我没告诉我朋友，因为我看得出她有点欣赏他... 也因为我认为他喝醉乱讲话或认错人了...
第二天，他跑来问我昨晚是否有打给他，又说他昨天说的全是真的...我真的不懂如何回复他..只好说等我生日那天在打算了...
5月4 日，我生日..我们在一起了...我没想到着开心的日子尽然是我恶梦的开始..也是孽缘的开始...
刚开始时,我俩真的很甜蜜...时时刻刻都跟对方联络...
在6月2 日那天，我们见面了...在福建会馆，那时学校举行文娱晚会，我有岗位在身...在没办法拒绝的情况下我只好跟身边的朋友说声然后溜了出来...
毕竟是第一次会面难免有点紧张...就这样我们展开了第一次刺激的约会...有好几次都差些被老师发现...
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（噩梦的开始）

在一起数个月后，甲君跟我说他去找他跟他要女生的号码...哈哈...我当然不信（毕竟爱情是需要信任的）就去问他...他当然说没有咯...可是，我不停听甲君说同样的事.于是便起了疑心...我向他身边的人下手...跟他们保持良好关系... 目的就为了知道他到底有没有对不起我...
或许上天惩罚我以前将爱情当玩具玩吧！当我真心投入在这一段感情时，竟然是被背叛的...每一次我问他有无做出些对不起我的事时，他总是否认（哪有小偷承认他偷东西的？）...刚开始我一直原谅他当作没发生，反正都没亏给他嘛...就一直容忍他的所作所为...直到有一天我爸搞外遇的事东窗事发而我有接到他劈腿的msg ...我真的不能忍受了，便提出了分手...
在分手后一年后，我们两又联络...虽然带有点恨，但介于君子风度及对他还有那份感情下继续做朋友...
在9月25日（中秋节）那天，他约了我出去...本以为那天可以开开心心的过中秋节的...怎知却是令我伤心，无法忘怀的一天...我的初吻被夺走了...认识我的人都知道我很在乎所有的第一次（包括初吻）...是他抢走的...我真恨他...不懂y 他要这样对我...他明知我很在意的！！！
就这样...我们吵架了也断绝关系了...
我努力了一年多才将那颗破碎的心给补了一...他却在一天之内又将他给他碎了...
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(在2007年12月29日这天）
在回家的路途中...看见了那个寂寞的夜景...我作出了一个决定...我决定要放弃对他的恨了...带着这承重的包袱实在很辛苦...害了我也害了担心我的朋友...朋友们,谢谢你们这些年来对我的关心...我会好好照顾自己的！！！ XD ...

陈德强...我不再恨你了...相反的也不再爱你了...没爱哪来的恨呢?

哈哈...haha...lolx...XD...X).....

my mood

2007-12-29T03:28:00.000+08:00

yesterday my mood quite bad...u noe y?
my mum keep a-ji-a-zho around my ear...didnt stop b4...from b4 i wake up until i go to vliang house...sumtime i really cant tahan her...i really hope tat i cant run away from house..but..i cant do tat...bcoz i now..although my mum always "chichi-chacha"me but she very take care n love me...actually i noe tat!!!
erm...after at vliang house...my mood bcum good...coz hv many fren there...i miss all my fren so much....v start to play sumting with our juniors...they r very very cute juniors...v hv our last gathering b4 the end of the 2007...
after the end of the party...my mood change again...erm..change to dissappointed..i gt sum news tat i difficult to accept...its make me very very sad n dissappointed...but anywhere..i noe i will recover soon...coz i want to b stronger...!!!

嗨嗨

2007-12-26T21:22:00.000+08:00

你们好哦...欢迎你们来到我的部落格...嗯,我的名字叫yvonne khoo ，今年17 岁...
我是一个很喜欢到处交友的平凡女生...我喜欢逛街（不过很少逛衣服店的...哈哈...），唱歌，跳舞...
不要看我年纪轻轻哦...其实我经历了蛮多东西的...虽然还不是很成熟，但却比我现在的年龄成熟了许多...相信吗？
哈哈....